Ateez Little Space

62-JongSan : Small maknae

Little : Jongho
Caregiver : San

Baby space !
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San's POV :
From the time i woke up today , you can tell it's a day off . I woke up at 2p.m ,hungry .
I walked down to the living room and was welcomed with scolding from seonghwa hyung , aka our dear mom , wooyoung's hyena laugh and yeosang judging stare at my messy hair and yunho and mingi talking about their game
'' morning jongho '' i said sitting next to him and he looked from his phone after turning off the device
'' morning ''he said in a quiet yet high voice
'' you had lunch guys ? ''i asked stretching out and all of them nodded
'' you need to thank me, i left few chicken wings for you there '' yeosang said dramatically as if he had accomplished something big
'' thank you hyung '' i chuckled and walked to the kitchen and started warming the food
'' hyung ... '' i turned to look at the maknae who was standing few steps behind le
'' yes maknae ? '' i asked examining his face , he seems ... Scared ?
He didn't say anything and just walked to wrap his arms around me and bury his head in my chest
'' jongho ? '' i held him in my arms gently and rubbed his back '' is something wrong ? Did wooyoung and you fight ? '' i asked knowing how much they fight over games and keep teasing each other . My curiosity got worse when he shook his head
'' then tell me what's going on '' i encouraged cupping his face in one head
'' i - ... '' he stopped for a second before continuing '' i feel smaller than usual ''.
The second he finished talking , my smile grew wide and i hugged him gently .
Jongho is a little who slips from time to time , he is generally 3-4 but apparently today he is feeling smaller.
I picked him up and he immediately clung to me
'' and where is the problem in that little one ? It's okay , i don't mind , and no one of your hyungie mind '' i said rocking us from side to side
'' tata '' he mumbled hiding his face in my neck and my heart skipped a bit at how 'dada ' became ' tata '
'' i am here baby , i am right here '' i whispered and rubbed my cheek against his
'' wanna sit with daddy while i eat?'' i asked and he looked at me with questionning confused eyes
''ohhh someone went non-verbal '' i cooed gently piniching his cheek before sitting on a chair with jongho straddling my thighs
I started eating and when i thought it was getting so silent and that may scare him or something , i turned soft music on in my phone and he pulled away from my chest maybe confused of the sound , i chuckled and fixed his hair before tapping the back of my phone and he starred at it for good 3 minutes before literally throwing himself on my chest and whimpering
'' shhh there there baby boy '' i shushed him gently and it worked .
After i finished , i put my plate in the sink and walked to the living room
'' he is in his headspace ? '' the leader asked and when i nodded he smiled before asking the members to quiet down a bit to not scare jongho
'' you wanna play ?" I asked him and he titled his head to the side so i just went and brought his toys and put him down on the carpet , his face lightened up and his giggles filled the house . What a blessing .
I sat next to seonghwa hyung and watched how jongho was laughing at everything and how mingi was babied him
'' we need to buy him new toys .he seems like he is at most 2 '' he told me and i nodded
'' he is smaller '' i smiled remembering how he told me earlier '' he is just a baby ''
I felt butterflies in my stomach when jongho started crawling toward me and i threw myself at the couch from the cuteness
'' easy there san , you scared him '' yunho hyung scolded and i looked at the sobbing boy
'' oh baby baby '' i picked him up and he held my shirt in his small fists '' shhhh shhhh i am fine ,it's okay ''
He looked up with his red face and teary eyes before putting a hand on my cheek and pouting
'' cute princess '' i said kissing his hand then that pout away
'' you are my cute little baby '' i hugged him and felt how he let a heavy breath out .
I rubbed his back as a way to lull him to sleep
''  i will make him milk '' wooyoung said walking to the kitchen before bringing a bottle filled with warm milk in hand  minutes later
'' here sweetheart'' i said in a soft voice and put the bottle to his mouth and he started sucking on it . Oh god he is so ... Precious
I watched how his eyes closed slowly and his grip on me weakened
'' good boy '' i said putting the bottle down and carried him bridal style to my room , i dimmed the light - we don't need him to be scared when he wakes up if he wakes up from his nap- , turnes babies' music on and laid down next to him , an arm around his waist and my hand playing with his hair .
Maybe taking a nap is okay , i mean it won't hurt anyone .
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Sorry if this chapter is a bit short . I just wanted it to be a simple fluff ,hope you like it
Wuv you guys 💖💖