Ateez Little Space

8-Sangi : I wanted to ...

little : mingi 

caregiver : san 

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Mingi's POV : 

I sighed looking out of the window and hugging my pillow , i was sitting alone in the dorm for the 6th day now , why ? because of being tired and exhausted , my health wasn't on its best , so i was given a break just before our comeback . 

the members go out every day so early in the morning to go and perform the new song Wonderland , then come back after dinner time , to immediately collapse on the bed feeling deadly tired , all that to do the same thing tomorrow , the day after tomorrow and it will continue like that for a while . 

meanwhile , me , i was feeling useless , sitting here watching them give their best , while laying on the bed for the whole day , i don't even get the chance to talk to them about how was their day , they are so tired to do it and i understand ...

it's just that i miss them lots especially sannie , we didn't hang out at all , i pouted at the thought , i looked at my phone when i heard the sound of the keys and it was already late 11 p.m ... 

I ran to the living room , to see the members walking to their rooms or showers or to the kitchen wanting , no needing  , to eat something 

" hey mingi-ah " hongjoong said from the couch smiling weakly 

" hey hyung " i smiled back at him and walked to sit next to him , he threw his head to the back and closed his eyes , i looked at him for a while feeling the mixed emotions which made tears fill my eyes but i got a hold of myself 

' you have to support and encourage them mingi , not the opposite ' 

" hyung ... hyung " i shook the leader gently since he already fell asleep " go to your room hyung , you need to rest " he nodded yawning before patting my shoulder and getting up from the couch 

" hyung ! " he turned around when i called his name 

" you did so well today " he looked at me for a while before smiling and thanking me 

i sat there looking at the floor for about quarter an hour before i felt someone tapping my shoulder 

" what got you so interested in the floor hmm ? " jongho asked

" are you heading to bed ? " i asked him and he nodded " and the others ? " 

" well , yeosang fell asleep on the van already so i think seonghwa hyung carried him up to the room then he went to his room , wooyoung is taking a shower , san is sleeping just like yunho and hongjoong hyung " he answered me and i nodded walking with him to the room  

we laid on our beds and turned off the lights 

" good night hyung " jongho whispered already feeling sleepy 

" g-good night " i told him with a shaky voice 

" mingi ? " he called me " are you crying hyung ? " he asked me and that was when i realized that tears are running down my cheeks 

" n-no maknae , let's just sleep , you need to wake up early tomorrow too ..." 

i pouted at the thought of being alone again and not being able to talk or do anything with anyone , just thinking about that made me slip to my little space 

" jongho ... " i tried after half an hour and he didn't answer which means he is already asleep , i walked to his bed and hesitated for a moment before laying down and snuggling next to him 

San's POV : 

i woke up a bit early today , since i needed to take a shower that i skipped yesterday . after finishing the 30miutes shower , i hang a towel around my shoulders to dry my hair when i felt my phone buzzing , i took it out of my pocket to see jongho calling me and i answered 

" seriously ? we are literally two doors away an-" 

" hyung come to my room now " he then ended the call , i frowned but went to his room anyways , the second i opened the door , my heart clenched , mingi was laying in jongho's bed holding into him like a life line , i walked to him and saw dry tears on his cheek 

" what happened ? " i asked the maknae 

" i don't know , he seemed a little bit ... sad last night then i fell asleep to wake up with him here" he explained and i nodded 

" thank you jongho " i said knowing very well that he isn't the type who likes affection but still he held mingi in his arms till i came 

" no problem hyung " he replied trying to climb off the bed without waking the boy up but failed , when mingi opened his eyes we both looked at each other but i soon sat on the bed next to the rapper and wrapped an arm around his waist 

" good morning mingi " i said softly , remembering how long i didn't have a proper conversation with him and i really missed his company 

" mowning ... " he said and my heart broke when i heard his small voice , i expected him to be little since he never shows his emotions in such a way unless he is 

" hey baby boy hey " i said smiling and leaning on my elbow so now i am facing him " i missed you "

" reawy ?" he asked sadly and i nodded sadly while caressing his face 

" really sweetheart , i am sorry baby " i apologized when i saw tears in his eyes and pulled him into my arms letting him cry a little bit before ... 

" CHOI SAN IF YOU ARE GOING TO BE ANOTHER MINUT- oh good morning for the sweetest little baby in the whole world !! " wooyoung started it in a high loud voice and ended with a sweet soft voice  which made me laugh lightly " why are you crying princess? " he asked looking confused between me and the little 

" i wanted to go with chu , b-but i was awone even daddy wasn't here " he said and wooyoung cooed loudly 

" i am sorry mingi " wooyoung said stroking the little's hair " and about your daddy ... " wooyoung took the pillow and started attacking me out of nowhere 

" w-wait woo ! ya ! " 

" how did you dare huh ? " 

we both stopped yelling and moving when we heard mingi giggling loudly 

" as long as you are happy baby " i said smiling at him which made him blush " how about that sweetie ? tonight we will all have a movie night and watch whatever you choose , how does that sound ? " i said which made him squeal and clap his hands 

" yesh!yesh!" i cooed loudly and took him in my arms cuddling him which made him fall asleep again , me and wooyoung walked out of the room 

" you are a great daddy you know ? " wooyoung said and i smiled hoping mingi thinks the same