Ateez Little Space

18-WooSan : Perfect Baby

little : wooyoung 

caregiver : san

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San's POV : 

The weekend arrived , and the word tired isn't enough to express how i feel , we have been practicing since we will two main tracks for the upcoming album .

" san-ah , call wooyoung and come down to eat " seonghwa hyung said from the kitchen 

" okay hyung" i yelled back and went to wooyoung's room to find him laying in his bed watching something in his phone 

" woo , hyung is calling for us to have dinner "i said ruffling his hair 

" i don't want to eat " he replied coldly 

" what ? why ? " i asked him curiously , he practiced a lot and that means he will need to gain energy again 

" i am not hungry san " he huffed covering himself with the blanket , i sighed and patted his back 

" alright , do as you want . sleep well " i said walking out of the room to the kitchen where the others were sitting around the table 

" where's your bestie ? " yunho asked and i rolled my eyes 

" he is tired and not hungry " i shrugged sitting next to the leader 

" but he still need to eat a little bit " seonghwa hyung insisted before to start walking away but hongjoong hyung stopped him 

" let him be hwa , he may be exhausted , he is a perfectionist so he worked harder than usual , he will eat tomorrow morning " 

the eldest hyung sighed and went back to his seat . after we finished eating , i stayed in the living room reading tweets , the TV turned on to play background sound 

" sannie ? " 

i turned around to notice mingi standing there before approaching me 

" i think you need to check on wooyoung " he said sitting next to me 

i frowned and looked at him ; " why ? what's wrong ? " i asked a bit worried 

he coughed " well ... " he stayed quiet for awhile before continuing 

" he didn't have lunch earlier too " 

" what ? i am sure he took a plate full of food earlier to have it with one of the dancers " i said with wide eyes , that even went wider once he shook his head 

" i caught him giving the food to someone else , and when i asked him he said that he was feeling nauseous and that he will have dinner later , but ... " 

i sighed and pushed hair to the back

" that's not all , he even refused to go with yeosang to his favorite restaurant , can you imagine that !" 

" you should have told me earlier " i said " but thanks anyways mingi , i will talk to him tomorrow morning" 

" i am sorry , i didn't think about it back then " the rapper said looking down 

" it's not your fault , no worries " i smiled at him 

before going to bed , i went to wooyoung's room where he was sleeping , i brushed  his hair out of his face 

" what are you up to now wooyoung ? " i asked myself before kissing his forehead and going to my room 

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the next morning , i helped jongho in making breakfast , i made sure to prepare wooyoung's favorite pancakes and juice since he doesn't really like coffee during rest days . 

all of us gathered around the table except wooyoung and yunho , who just came out of the bathroom after taking a shower 

" where's wooyoung ? " i asked and everyone shrugged 

" i saw him going out this morning " yunho said taking a bite of his food " he said he has to work out and practice " 

i stood up angrily , took my coat and went to the agency , i asked one of the staff about him and he told me in which room our dancer is 

when i arrived to that room i heard music playing inside , i went in and turned it off 

" what's wrong with you san ? " my doesang yelled and i pushed him so he is cornered in the corner 

" what's wrong wit you ?! " i made sure to stress the you , making it clear that i am unhappy with him 

" what do you  mean ?" he asked crossing his arms over his chest 

" first of all , it's the weekend , we are supposed to rest and you are here at such an early hour jung , secondly , you think i am dumb ? you didn't have dinner AND you didn't have your lunch too , is that right ? " i asked and he looked down , i put my finger on his chin making him look at me 

" answer me , and don't you dare lie to me " 

my heart broke when i saw tears in his eyes , i let go of my grip on him and sat down on the floor bringing him to sit on my lap , he immediately started crying , his sobs getting louder every second 

" i am sorry darling , i didn't mean to yell at you or scare you " i said patting his hair 

" can you tell me what's the matter sweetie ? " i asked him after he stopped crying and he didn't reply which made me look down at him where he is hiding in my chest 

" baby , you can tell daddy , you know daddy is always gonna be baby's safe place , remember ?" I tried to encourage him 

" i-i no pwetty " he said with a broken little voice 

" who said that honey ? they need corner time because of lying " i said with a motherly tone which made him laugh a bit and i smiled 

" youngie no have abs like hwa and no big awms like daddy and no pwetty like othews " he mumbled his eyes getting teary again and i sighed bringing him closer to my chest

" baby boy , you are perfect , you are pretty in your own way , everyone is pretty in his own way , if you want to lose weight , it's okay i will help you and support you , but you have to follow a healthy diet not starve yourself like you are doing or by practicing non stop like you are doing , hmm ? " i lectured gently while rocking us back and forth , i smiled when i felt him nod weakly 

" good boy " i praised kissing his temple

we sat there in silence for few minutes just enjoying the warmth of our embrace before he spoke up 

" daddy " his voice was muffled by his thumb that he was sucking on it 

" yes sunshine ? " i replied , gently removing his finger from his mouth 

" can wooyoung have ice cweam ? " he asked looking up at me with big doe eyes , before i could answer his stomach grumbled and i chuckled when he hide his face in my chest embarrassed 

" well if my little princess give a kiss to daddy " i teased wrapping my arms around his waist , he giggled before adjusting himself and kissing me all over my face which made me coo 

" i just asked for one kiss but got lots , you love daddy that much ? " i asked him smiling 

he stood up and shook his head 

" lot kisses mean lot ice cweam " he opened his arms widely before laughing and running out of the practice room , just when i stood up to go after him , i heard him yelling 

" and baby wuvs daddy mowe than dat " 

i smiled and went after him to fill that hungry stomach