Ateez Little Space

82-JongSang : Aegyo

Little : Jongho
Caregiver : Yeosang
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Jongho's POV :
Being the maknae wasn't a big position , everyone expect you to be   the spoiled one , the child of the group and especially the cutest one . And talking about cuteness , it's almost the synonym of the word AEGYO . Me as a maknae of ATEEZ , finds aegyo something 'personal' , i don't like showing it in front of people , even my members . Why you may ask ? Because it makes me feel small , why again ? Because i am a little . If you don't know what it is , then you are in the same page as yunho , yeosang and san , and if you do know then you are like the other members . how do i know that ? When i got the courage to try and face them with the truth , i asked them if they knew what it is

Wooyoung : " one of my classmates was , it was kind of weird , he even got bullied because of it ''

San : '' never heard of it , is it a game or something ? ''

Yunho : '' is it something everyone is supposed to know about ? ''

Hongjoong :" oh yes i do ! I found it on a page while searching for some new vocabulary and themes ''

Seonghwa :" yeah , i saw an ASMR video about it , not my type tho ''

Yeosang :" eu-euh and what's that jongho ? ''

Mingi :" aaaaah , i had a friend who was a little i even took care of him twice ''

Those were their answers , and i don't blame them for the stated harsh words and truth . That's what made me decide to never tell them , i don't want to lose them especially because of seonghwa and wooyoung's words , not that they meant to hurt me tho .

Today we had a shooting for a variety show , i had plenty of sleep last night , and i even had a delicious breakfast so i was really ready for work .
What i didn't expect was that they had to bring the maknae side out
'' jongho-ssi , you are the youngest member of ATEEZ right ? '' the MC started and continued after i nodded smiling hoping it won't end up where i am thinking , '' so your mission to win the next round is to make a 30 seconds video to show your aegyo ''
My blood froze as my members started laughing at the facial expression i had and encouraged me to do so
'' i am sure ATINY will love it ''
I couldn't deny or reject the request after all we are just guests . I stood up and took a deep breath , i just need to focus .
The song started and i began singing it in a high voice and doing cute poses and gestures , but as expected , it  became serious and i slipped , what made it 'worse' is the members' praises and cooes . I took my place again but this time i zoned out completely , i can't slip out of my headspace , and i don't have anyone for me now . I suddenly stood up bringing all the attention to me
'' do you want to add something jongho-ssi ?"
I felt like i was going to pass out od embarassement , so the only thing i did was running out of there
'' jongho wait ! '' i didn't stop nor turned around until the person caught my wrist
'' what's wrong with you !?'' it was yeosang hyung , i couldn't help but cry as i trembled
'' hey jongho hey '' he said helping me sit on the floor '' calm down , breath in and out maknae '' he said pushing my hair back '' focus on hyung '' he said gently demonstrating how to calmly breath and i followed him
'' good job '' he said patting my back once i calmed down '' what happene-"i stopped him by a whine when i noticed the others walking toward us , he turned around and frowned not understanding why i was uncomfortable
'' what is it jongho ? '' the leader spoke sternly , he certainly had to apologize for my behavior since the shooting stopped because of me
'' i .. am .. sorry '' i looked down and hardly got the words out
'' can you at least explain please ? '' seonghwa hyung said and i just looked at hongjoong hyung
'' i think he needs you  hyung '' yeosang told the oldest rapper who held his hand out for me
'' let's go talk '' i hesitantly took his hand but not before asking yeosang hyung to come with us , which he accepted . once we were alone , he looked at me waiting for an explanation
'' i-i ... Hyung '' i just couldn't talk
'' calmly jongho '' he smiled warmly and held my hand
'' i am a ... Little '' i said that and couldn't dare to look up again
'' why telling me now maknae ? Omg '' he said sadly before pulling me for a hug '' you should have told hyung baby '' he said wiping the tears away
'' hyung is sorry for not helping '' he hugged me again and felt at ease for a while before remembering that there's another member in the room that i didn't face yet
'' sangie hyung '' i whispered when he just kept looking at me
'' is that why you asked me that day if i knew what it is ? '' he asked and i nodded weakly . Yeosang always had a piercing look .
'' well , i did some researches '' he said '' and it's not a harmful thing right ? Then why are you scared jongho '' he said smiling and opening his arms for me , i immediately hugged him loving his scent , it was so comforting and calming which made me completely relax
'' look at you , all cuddly and soft '' he chuckled pulling me onto his lap and i blushed '' it's fine ... baby '' he said blushing too making me giggle and both of them giggled .
'' i will tell them that you had to throw up , so you can stay quiet for the rest for the shooting '' the leader said and we both nodded
But there's still one problem , how am i supposed to do about the other members ?
After few minutes , we were back to the shooting and it ended really well .
When we got into the car , i took a seat next to the window
'' jongiiie '' i turned around to see yeosang hyung patting his lap and i didn't know if i should since the others were here
'' don't worry , go '' hongjoong hyung said and i did as told , i sat on yeosang hyung's lap , i can feel the others starring at me
'' sleep for now , we will see about them later, alright kitten ? '' he said kissing my forehead and i nodding closing my eyes .

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Hi guys ! How are you all doing ?

Here 's a new chapter , that will have a part two in the next update , it was a request , so i hope you will all like it .

Love you all ❣️