My biggest fear that I will become comfortable with the idea of being alone of the rest of my life.
I think the idea of being alone for the rest of my life is comfortable, as opposed to forcing someone to stay by my side when I know they have more important priorities than me.
Even in my family.... I'm kind of worthless. Something tells me I'm nothing.
It wasn't hard to know that what the demon said in my head was the truth.
I always thought about how my life would end in this mortal life. Does it die by overdose? Starving? Fall? Crashing? Killed? Or just die of age?
I probably kind of realized that I was just tired, I didn't really want to die. I know I don't really want to be lonely for the rest of my life, I just don't want to try to mess things up again.
But when I opened my eyes in this place, I never expected someone would wait for me this long......
It felt like a joke, how could he so easily convince me of my worth? While my own myself have tried my whole life to do it but never worked....
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𝐖𝐈𝐋𝐃 𝐑𝐎𝐒𝐄 - CARLISLE CULLEN
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