I came to the balcony. I leaned onto the railing and started crying. I was already in a miserable state when Jungkook left and now I kissed Jimin. What is happening with me?
Jimin: "Noona?"
I turned around and saw Jimin looking at me with eyes filled with sorrow and regret.
Jimin: "Why did you kiss me?"
I was speechless. Why did I kiss him? I don't know.
"I d-don-"
Jimin: "Don't tell me that you don't know."
He gritted his teeth.
Jimin: "Do you think people's emotions are a joke for you?"
"Joke for me?"
Jimin: "Yes. It doesn't mean you are a girl and you can kiss anyone you like without their consent. As a girl you need consent and as a boy, I also have some respect and dignity."
"What do you mean?"
Jimin: "I wanted my first kiss to be with my wife but you...."
I started crying badly. I sat down and hugged my knees.
"I am sorry."
Jimin: "Sorry doesn't change anything."
"I am very sorry. I don't know what happened to me. I was not in my right senses and when you called me a slut I lost it."
Jimin: "I am sorry for calling you slut."
He crouched down beside me.
"No problem."
Jimin: "Our lives are so fucked up."
I scoffed.
"True."
Jimin: "Do you miss Jungkook?"
"I do."
Jimin: "You love him."
"I love him but at the same time, I hate him. He sees me as trash."
Jimin: "You never know how a person will show his love to you."
"What do you mean?"
Jimin: "Maybe it's his way to show that he loves you."
"Are you kidding?"
Jimin: "Nope. If a person doesn't say I love you doesn't mean he doesn't love you. They want to show their love differently. In their way."
I looked at him trying to study his words.
Jimin: "Stop staring at me, Noona."
I got embarrassed and turned my head to the front.
"Well your brother, Jungkook has a girlfriend, Jimin."
Jimin: "What?"
He looked at me wide-eyed.
"Yes. He told me."
Jimin: "What the heck? He doesn't-"
Taehyung: "What are you guys doing here?"
"Nothing. We were just talking."
He crouched down beside me. I was between Jimin and Taehyung.
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THE DANGEROUS DESIRE 🔞 || J.JK FF ✔
Fanfiction"A psychopath can tell what you're thinking but what they don't do is feel what you feel. These are people without a conscience." Sometimes the person you want to stay away from always comes back into your life. That is called destiny. Y/N is a sim...
