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~Self Harm~

You have finally done it
The voices are no longer shouting
They are no longer mocking
They are calm
No more storming thought
No more vicious cycles
There is a sort of calmness
A strange sense of happiness
Finally silence
One two three seconds pass
Where you can finally breathe
Slow your heart
Feel yourself relax
But if doesnt last
As they are back
Tormenting you, pushing you
They are agonizing
You feel the pain lessening
The effect dissappearing
The silence is no longer there
Theres instead a feeling of despair
You cant stand it
You cant fight it
You cut yourself again
Making the torment stop for mere seconds
And the process is repeated
But your pain never subsides