flashbacks
those thoughts that make me recall
that dreadful day
the day that everything changed
and obviously not for the best
i hate when im calmly on my everyday life
and the memories come to my brain
i cant stop them from coming
as they flood my mind
with unwanted and harmful voices and memories
flashbacks
that make me wanna cry continously
that make me suffer and hate myself
making me think im the one at fault
making me see that im the one feeling like this
while hes out there living happily
flashbacks
that wont help me move on
that make my day horrible when it was going okay
that are the tide that keeps pushing me into the sea
when im only trying to exit
i need someone to help
but i dont wanna be a bother
so once again i give in
let myself be full of these memories
suffer silently
let the tide take me in deep
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PoetryI locked myself on a prison inside my mind and I dont even know how to escape #1 𝔦𝔫 𝔭𝔬𝔢𝔱𝔯𝔶 #1 𝔦𝔫 𝔩𝔦𝔣𝔢𝔮𝔲𝔬𝔱𝔢𝔰 #1 𝔦𝔫 𝔰𝔞𝔡𝔮𝔲𝔬𝔱𝔢𝔰 #1 𝔦𝔫 𝔱𝔥𝔬𝔲𝔤𝔥𝔱𝔰𝔞𝔫𝔡𝔣𝔢𝔢𝔩𝔦𝔫𝔤𝔰 #1 𝔦𝔫 𝔭𝔯𝔬𝔰𝔢 #1 𝔦𝔫 𝔭𝔬𝔢𝔱𝔯𝔶𝔠𝔬𝔫𝔱...