Broken texts

~I doubt~

i genuinely doubt someone would like me
like my eyes or my nose or my smile
say it lights up their lifes
i doubt somebody would wake each day just to see me
to talk to me and hear my voice
to hear me say their name
to love my body as a whole
i doubt somebody would find me attractive
look at me and see someone worth looking
i doubt they would like my personality
the way i tend to fake smiles or help others
the way i hide my pain in fear or rejection
i doubt somebody would love my scars
my coping mechanisms or my depressive days
when i cant even bare the thought of moving
i doubt they would like somebody broken
tainted and violated many times
made believe they arent enough
i doubt somebody would love me for me
but i love everyone everyday
hoping someday somebody might do the same