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~Acting~

Hello everyone!
Happy new year and thanks for all the support I have gotten in 2022!!
Love you all and please take care of yourselves!
~Lucia
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Am I such a good actor?
I even managed to fool myself
into thinking Im okay
they say Im improving
but this hole just keeps growing
the darkness is as consuming
bringing me down and drowning
why cant I escape?
not even my parents take me serioursly
Ive lost my motivation these days
even my will to live
even opening my eyes is a hardship
I cant continue like this
an icy fist holds my heart
keeping it from feeling
my head is spinning
my sadness is engulfing me
please just
someone end me