~Pain~

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Pain pain pain
need it
crave it
cant take it anymore
the thoughts are spiraling
tempting me towards it
why cant they shut up
be silent for a while
let me live for once
pain pain pain
i want to give in
want to do it
feel it slide across my skin
bringing out the red ink
that silences my thoughts
that make them happy
only momentarily
pain pain pain
dont wanna dissapoint again
see the pity in their eyes
see the deception in her eyes
have to hide it
fake im okay
im sick of it
pain pain pain
someone please help me
need to cut myself
need to give in
feel the pain
shut my brain
need to breathe
need to smile
not fake
pain pain pain

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