~Lie~

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My body is burnt all over
my thighs have been scratched till bleeds
but still
my mind wont silence itself
talking about my pathetic self
my useless existence
why cant I be at peace?
is it that hard for me to breathe?
i try to cry
but even i have no energy for that
i try to sleep
but my tired mind wont stop
i just stay up
seeing the hours pass
my body feels completely numb
the pain takes over my arms
but my thoughts seem to speed up
i cant keep up anymore
no anchor, no fake smiles
i cant even look into my own eyes
a silent cry for aid
a broken sob leaves my mouth
but I cant be loud
because Im okay
and no one has to know about the lie

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