Broken texts

~Facade~

im falling again
into the depths of my despair
im lacking air
im short on breath
ive lost my direction
my purpose
even my motivation
all i wanna do is cry
but i dont even have energy for that
i feel like dying
but i know im not
i have to keep smiling
faking im okay
only to get home
and break down the facade
the mask is breaking more each day
break break break
thats what the voice says
i know i cant keep it up
soon someone will realize
the truth beyond the smiles
the laughs
the helping hands
my mask will soon break
showing my true self
my broken self
the one thats beyond repairing
the one thats sufferung silently
trying not to bother anybody

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Hello everyone!
Just wanted to post this cause I have had a really bad day and I came home and gave into old doings that I shouldnt have and I wrote this.... I just wanted all of you to know that its normal to fall or fail sometimes but we should all continue staying strong!!
Love you all,
Lucia