Chapter 5: Rewind

5.1K 92 9
                                    

Lucy's POV~~~

It's been a few days after the dumb as fuck "incident" when Becky locked me inside my fucken room with Josh... And then u know... Things. I ended up just getting the fuck out of there but basically pretending I am dead... Which I was dead inside in I was in that fucken room with him.

Becky and the guy name Dic-... Jkjk... It's David. They are going on fucken dates! Yes datesssssssss since the "incident". Like stop flirting with each other!

Me and Josh on the other hand.. Wait why I am comparing Josh and I with Becky and David??? .... I can't even rn.... Ahhhhhhhhhhh ... Fucken internal conflict (This is my school vocab so I just wanna use it.... I am such a boring person).

It's been pretty awkward between me and Josh... We aren't really talking but because of the dumb couple bd (I'm calling it that for now) I am forced to hangout with them...

For me my brain is telling me to act cool and maybe he's not the right guy.... Then my fucken heart and hormones on the other hand... Is like he's so hot! Cute! Ahhhhh! Literally date me, fuck me..................... Imma just jump off this bridge real quick brb! I mean brb under the bridge!

Jk jk.... But like stillllllllll.... Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh this is fucken girls problems ... I guess boy problems too? I don't know??????

I just wish we can talk about what happened but nothing really happened...

*Sign....* So complicated....

"Excuse me Lucy?!"

"Whaaaaaaaat?"

"What is X?" I look up the board and sees a equation of random fucken numbers....

And oh ya I just remembered I'm in school and also in class

"Hello????? What's X?"

"I don't know!" "Not like I even fucken care..." I muttered under my breath

"Excuse me Missy! I'll see u after class"

"K" "Like I care..." I muttered under my breath again.

"Do U want detention Missy???" Wtf is she hearing every thing that I'm muttering...?????

"K whatever"

"Okay then there u go missy detention. And I'll also see u after class."

"K" then there go back to her fucken lessons.... Erghhh so annoying...

I zoned out again.... For the rest of the class I think I just thought about foooooooooood and relationship and I wasn't a good thought... It made me sad and hungry....

Right after class I just went out ignoring my teachers yelling at me to stay.

I mean I didn't really care I didn't even need to stay in high school I already went to collage for a few years and I'm just in high school for cover down...

Just also I'm freaken 22...

Yup 22 and in Highschool....

I mean I already have a mastered degree...

Wait... I have a mastered degree?!

Ya I do!!

And I'm also in a gang...

Good for me...

"Ow!" I said feeling a hit right on my head... Yup I just walked into someone

"Sorry" I said look up

"Oh u" I said looking at him

"What type of reaction is that?" Josh said looking at me.

"Move I'm trying to go to lunch"

"The cafe is that way" he said pointing at the direction towards the back of me.

"Whatever" I said but face palming mentally. I walked away ignoring him. Why don't u understand me and my feelings?!

You. Stupid. Attactive. Dumbass.

"Hey..." He said grabbing my hand which made me and my hormones jump.

He pulled me closer... Which in the movies it supposed to be like ,I spin which causing me to go into his chest... Which no no ... Did not happened...

I fall ... HARD... On to the floor....

Nice job Josh...!!!

And then what he did next was so FUCKEN DUMB!!!

He grabbed my hand and said "OMG I'm soooo sorry" then proceeds to try and pull me up....

But insteed....

Drag me across the floor...

On the hallway

In front of the office.

In front of people passing by... Who's giving me glares.

Yup I'm officially a mop now!

Yayyyyy!!!

Go away people I'm trying to enjoy my time being a mop.

La la la~~~

Okay anywaysssssssssssssss

"Sorry..." He said trying me picking me up by 2 hands... Which failed miserably by dropping me half way up...

I guess I'm that fat.... Jk jk... He's just a stick arm...

I wiggle my wrist out of his hand and stood right back up... WITHOUT HIM...

"Thanks A LOT that was A LOT of help" I said patting my ass... Yes my ass... My fucken ass got slam right on to the floor twice... By no other than Joshua.

"Sorry~..." He said rubbing the back of his neck... Which honestly is pretty hot....

Calm the fucken down horomons!!

"Whatever... And also you've wasted 10 minutes of my lunch break... Thanks A LOT!!!! A LOT!!!"

"Hey...."

"What?!"

"I just want u to know that... I'm sorry..."

"For what???" Like he literally didn't do any thing really bad... Other than causing me to fall and making me a mop...

But like the way he's talking... It's just ... Weird...

"For every thing..."

"What???"

"It's just we meet in a weird situation... And I made u hate me.... It's like... I ... I just want to have a new and fresh start... Like... So u don't hate me any more... U know what I mean?"

"Ya..."

"So let's just rewind and have a new start?" He said and I'm blushing some how...

"Ya" I said

"So I'm Joshua!" He said taking his hand out for a shake.

"And I'm Lucy!! Nice to meet u!" I giggled and shakes his hand.

And we walked towards to cafe together....

I wish this is going to be good

Rewind and a new beginning!

*************************************
Dear readers,
Hey... I'm just still really sorry for all the late updates I have done... But if u didn't read my note... I told u guys that I'll be updating... Each week... But u know I'll try my best.... As hard as I can.... So ya... I'm still super super super sorry....

-Sincerely,
21NightSky

The Gang LeadersWhere stories live. Discover now