The Gang Leaders

Author's Note

Hey, it's me here, live and....

Just joking I'm alright

I'm not

I just wanted to post something addressing my disappearance. Many of you might not know but I have explained it on my "conversation" tab in my profile, but since not many of you active readers follow me, I'm not sure if you guys saw it.

Let me explain the reason that I haven't been posting, I'm tired, I have way too much on my plate right now.

I'm just so god damn tired, sometimes I feel like... maybe it's not worth it.

But i think, i think that I'm getting better... Even though I'm really not sure.

School, finals, my failing grades because I feel like I don't care and me not trying. People, fake people.

I trusted some people that I should've never trusted.

I lost my closest friends in the spam of 2 months.

"It would get it better", don't fucken tell me that shit, no one is ever sure.

Stop being so god damn positive and get over the fact that this world is cruel as fuck.

I'm always the one to blame, even though I' the victim, BUT its alright because I'm used to it, being forgotten, being the backup.

Do I deserve better? Ya definitely.
Does anyone think so? Nope.

So who do I blame? I blame every single person that could've done some thing, people that I though would care.

But guess what? They didn't :).

Anyways bye and I hope after this whole, "my life crashes down" BS that I could recover during the summer, be better and finally upload some fucken content.

(UPDATE 1/4/19
- i just hopped on here and it's been such a long time eh? like 2 years. but i just want to say that i'm MUCH MUCH better now in my mental health and state of mind! i hope you've enjoyed this book and thank you for your support so far! ily ❤️)

ALSO VENT BELOW >>>>>

ANYWAYS>>>>>
SORRY AND BYE

-21NightSky