Why people still read this is absolutely beyond my fucking understanding
TW: Talks of self harm
So... Yeah. I still live. Somehow.
I'm almost 15 now (yay!) and I spent the last few months trying to get away from all this, yk, creepypasta and stuff. Since last year was hell. Very bad indeed.
I don't think this to be an official entry- I'm just bored as fuck- but I think there's some stuff I might note down as well TvT
Kk. So. For the last few days, the voices in my head seem a little bit, kinda, intensified. I'm now officially 3 months clean, but yesterday, I just had such a bad panic attack, like those times I used to summon Zalgo. I remember having a totally hazy hour- everyone was sleeping, and I was just knocking down everything, trying to looking for a blade or smth to just, yk, have blood. I had such a bad urge to do it. I think I hit my head or smth then, for I don't remember anything after, and I woke up in my bed, sweaty and slightly bruised, but otherwise fine.
:/ I virtually have no appetite now a days and I don't wanna go to the doctor halp ;-; I'm still that childish shit from last year lol. Even after so many encounters- so many things- I'll never change but I like it like this :)
And this
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Creeps the shit outta me
Smh
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I'm not gonna lose my mind this time reeee
Also just
I've been drawing so much
So much
The smiles
Gore
It hurts ;-;
But I keep on doing it
I need frens ;-;
Ayy and I'm also in the DSMP fandom now ayyyy
Bleh I'll continue this if smth interesting happens
Ayup suckas. Cya later
Love y'all </3
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Creepypasta Experiences/ Research
Horror!PROCEED WITH CAUTION! These are some of my creepypasta research and experiences that happened to me while I started my investigation. Well, if you don't want weird things happening to you, I suggest you back away NOW.
