Creepypasta Experiences/ Research

Entry #14

Don't dare ask how I'm here. I'm cheating.

So yesterday, I tried an EJ summoning because I was bored worrying about Slenderman. Eh, I didn't do anything right. Which is why it worries me.

I woke up with a bad pain on my left side, where I'd placed my hand for him to take the kidney. When I went for a bath I had bruises and that place was red. The thing is, I didn't open the fuckin window. I had the AC on. The total hell? I'm just hoping that it's my brother who kicked me and not what I'm thinking of, becoz I'm sure it'd be bad if my parents just found out I had a missing kidney.

I'm running on borrowed time---

I'm writing on 3rd August, 2020. I forget the date every damn time.

I smell burnt meat out of nowhere and I'm pretty sure it's just me, considering no one else around me is complaining. I'm also hearing little clicks, you know, like mouse clicks, and they just seem to stop whenever someone else comes in the room. My senses feel like they've been dialled to 11-- I can't concentrate on anything because my brain's on constant alert for imaginary shit that prolly don't even exist. My self harming episodes are getting worse, I feel like I'm on a high when I see blood and by the time I'm back to my senses I've made my whole limb numb. I don't wanna have a say about my dreams which are at a point that I can't even talk about them. I checked it up on the net and there they said that it was common in people with PTSD and/or a traumatic childhood experience, but I swear, my childhood's never been anything like it. Then why do I dream like that? A plausible answer is that I don't remember and it's scary.

Like I said, I'm running on less time. I-I'm not even supposed to be here rn, but considering I've cut all relations with my friends, getting out of here is gonna be worse.