Steamy revenge {sidnaaz}

40- Sore

40- Sore

Sid pov,

Meeting her, I realize the truth that she doesn't hate me but scared of me. That made me overthink about my deeds and I know my mom is right my past shouldn't kill my future. I want her back in my life.

Begging her to return just makes it worse she may again run away. I don't want it. Although I don't want to be a beggar. I want to get her back like my princess loving this devil. Provoking her, irritating her, makes her normal and the past may be forgetting at some point.

Instead of crying, she started arguing and I love that!! Today is my birthday, but it's a day when I first felt her love. I got my first wishes from my family, but my heart is awaiting to hear from her.

I acquired my site and today I'm going to lay the first stone to start my construction. It's very special. We moved to the site and as my secretary, she followed me.

"Place this stone and pray God!" The priest said to me.

"Sana, go do it for me," I said with a smile. She rolled her eyes at me with surprise. I felt few unusual glares at us from the employees.

"My dad always tells the things that are started by girls will grow faster. It gifts a lot of wealth for that family. My mom and sister are not available here. It would be great if you do it for me." I requested.

"Ok, Sir" She took the stone and placed it in the pit, praying for my success. I know she always wishes about my happiness. If she didn't wish, she might have ruined my life. She loves me but unable to accept me. I misunderstood her that she moved on with Noah but thank God she is still single here.
We had a great day by night we reached our apartment. She started cooking dinner for us and I started washing the dishes. Never in my life, I thought I should wash dishes. That's miserable!! I thought the dishwasher will do work, but she wants it homemade washing. Anyway, I should be thankful for getting entry into her home.

I glare at her from the corner of my eyes. She added two big spoons of red chilly powder. Oh God, we are consuming so much spicy things. I should learn to cook too.

"Go get fresh!" She said arranging dishes on the table. I left for my flat and after a quick shower, we both settled at her dining table.
She served me first. I was so deadly hungry. Having a spoon of food, my tongue jumped by the spiciness.

"How is it?" She asked innocently. Tears are ready to flow out, but I just forced a smile and nodded.

"Have then!!" She said smiling. Dammit, she is taking revenge! I gulped the whole spoon one by one and emptied my plate, holding my tears and screams.

"I'm so hungry. Don't mind, I will have your share too!!" I lied. I don't want her to eat this spicy food to prove me it's unintentional. If she gets happy making me eat this, then I'm happy to satisfy her broken heart. I emptied all dishes.

"Are you ok? Is it spicy!!" She asked in shock.

"No, it's great. Thanks! I'm ordering your dinner. Have it! I had some work, bye" I whispered holding my blowing mouth and rushed to my flat.

I screamed loud as my mouth was burning. Grabbing the ice water bottle, I had it full pouring half on my face, but nothing worked. It's burning. I screamed and cried, searching for something sweet to eat.

Smashing all the things in my home, I couldn't find anything. I plucked my hair as my head started paining because of high spicy food. I never felt so painful in my life. It's killing!!

"Do you need this?" I heard a familiar voice from outside my door. I stood up seeing Sana standing near my door holding a bar of chocolate. I wiped my tears and tried to smile.

"Don't need to act. I know it's spicy" She mumbled walking to me. I ignored everything and tore the cover off the chocolate and had a bite furiously. That's felt better.

"You got so much pain right!!" She asked, looking into my eyes.

"I got, but when you did it intentionally, what's the need of reducing it!!" I questioned.

"Same thing you're doing, after ruining my dignity you just pushed me on the cold floor after satisfying your lust. I cried, I screamed, and it pained 1000 times more, but later you changed. Just like I gave you chocolate. It's looking like pain reduced, but actually, the pain was hidden by the layer of chocolate. This is what I want to tell you. I don't hate you and you don't need to hate me or love me too. Get away from me, Sid!!" She whimpered holding her pain. I know I'm at fault. But my heart is not ready to let her go. What should I do to get her forgiveness? I behaved heartless with her. I deserve this pain, but I want her love too.

"Happy Birthday, Sid! I always wish you happiness, but not my love. I don't love you anymore." She said with a cold face, looking into my eyes. It pinched my heart.

"Sana! Please! I know you love me... My words are frozen seeing the person standing behind her.

"Lily!"

"Happy Birthday, my bad boy!" Lily shouted with joy running to me. She kissed my cheek and hugged me. I still fixed my eyes on Sana.

Her driver walked in with a cake in his hand.

"You here?" I asked in surprise, breaking the hug.

"Yeah, baby! I missed you, so cancelled my business trip in middle." She chuckled pulling my cheeks. Her eyes halted on Sana, who is looking at us.

"She is my..."

"Secretary, Mam," Sana yelled stopping me.

"Oh, what you're doing here at this hour?" She asked rolling her eyes at her.

"Sorry, Mam. I came to discuss about work. The adjoint flat is mine. I will take a leave, sir, good night," she said before vacating my flat.

I felt dying seeing her with Noah, but she didn't mind me close with Lily, why?
Why she is not jealous?

"Come on cut the cake, we should celebrate!!" Lily yelled excitedly grabbing my arm. I forced a smile not to ruin her mood, but my eyes are lost on her closed door, hoping for it to open for me. Little sign of jealousy from her can help my heart from crying.

Please, God! I want her back.