Steamy revenge {sidnaaz}

19-Guilt

19-Guilt

"I'm sorry about everything, I should have done it!" He whispered with guilt, making her sit on the couch.

"But you did it!" She cried.

"I'm sorry, please give me one chance. I will never let you regret" He requested getting on his knees wiping her tears.

"I can forgive you for the betrayal love can return it, but you ruined my dignity. No girl can forgive for this!"

"Ok, I accept punish me. I will do anything for you." He smiled.

"Can you leave me alone? I can't live with you in this hell!" She mumbled, looking into his eyes.

"Please, I love you. I promise I will never hurt you. I will work hard for you. I will change myself for you. Please" He begged, holding her hands.

"No, I can't "

"Please!"

"I don't love you, Sid." She whispered, moving away his hand.

"No... I know you love me. One chance!" He begged.

"Ok, on one condition!" She said getting up from the couch.

"Anything for you!"

"I want Maya to marry her love and live a happy life unlike me. Although she gave up her share, I want you to learn to take responsibilities. Last, no more attacks on me. If you lust so much, get out to that type of girls, but not me."

"But I love you, baby! I will never cheat on you" He assured.

"But I just saw lust every day and night. If you had love, show me. Make me feel your love, I will walk to your bed myself like I welcomed on your birthday" She said smiling.

"Sure!"

"Maya is strict like your dad not because she is dominating boss but because she is unhappy in life. At age of 20, when all are making boyfriends and travelling around, she has chosen to join the business. It's not because of her money lust. It's because she took the responsibility of yours. You're seeing it as power, but that's a burden for her. I have seen her happy only after meeting Jack. She wants you to be hardworking and successful like Jack supporting your dad, but you're busy on drinks and girls. Before being a good husband, be a good son and brother. Learn to value people instead of money and dump your worst friend. If you have any problem, talk with them instead of yelling at them." She said knocking some sense. He just heard everything carefully and walked to the door.

"Where are you going?" She asked, folding her hands.

"Maya, I want to apologize to her" he whispered with guilt.

"She doesn't want to see you. Apologies mean nothing, Sid! But change can make her feel better. Change yourself and she will forgive you with a smile." Sana assured. He hugged her right with tears.

"I promise, I will make things better and marry you officially with your consent." He whispered, kissing her hair.

"When my heart is broken into million pieces, nothing makes it look better or alive, Sid. I just wish you change good for your family. At the end of the things, I will gift you the same which you evacuated in my life." She murmured in her mind, snuggling in his embrace.

A few days later,

He changed for the better. Rick left to Bangkok trip to enjoy his life and Sid changed sincere in his work. He attended the office regularly and learned the process of work under his dad's supervision. Sana helped him her best in clarifying his doubts and some case studies. In meanwhile decreased intake of alcohol and from the past 3 days he totally left.

Like every day he completed his office, and he went to Sana in her apartment. They are not in physical relation, but they started talking like before as friends. He was alone in the bedroom as she is making dinner for them.

Even his mind supported him to quit, but his body gave up. He shivered in mad with the urge to drink wine. He hugged his pillow to change his mind, but things started getting worst that he started getting wild.

His eyes fell on the pocketknife lying on the bed table. Rushing to it, he opened the knifed and fisted his hand holding the knife.

The Sharp Edge of the knife passed through his palm, gifting him a deep cut. Blood started flooding in drops, but his desire to drink has been controlled by the pain. His eyes turned red with unbearable pain.

"Sid, dinner is ready!" She yelled, entering the room.

Hearing her voice, he hid his hand behind. She was surprised to see his face red, and his eyes were puffy.

"Are you alright!" She asked, moving closer to him, but he walked away in fear of hurting her.

"Y... Yes! You go I will join you" He muttered with a fake smile stepping away.

Her feet felt moist as she stepped on the blood. She was beyond shocked seeing the blood spread on the white marble.

"Sid!!" She shouted in panic, grabbing his hand. He left the knife in the process. She cried, seeing his hand bleeding like a shower.

"What you did? Why?" She cried, rushing to the wardrobe to get the first aid box. She got a bunch of cotton pads and stopped bleeding and did first aid.

"Why are you behaving like physio? I told you not to hurt others, then why you're hurting yourself?" She scoffed in anger.

"I... Just felt to do something to divert my mind from drinking." He whimpered in pain.

"Did you quit drinking?" She asked in disbelief.

"Yes, from past 3 days totally"

"Why?"

"I want to spend time with you, but you hate its smell. I messed your life with my habit. I shouldn't repeat it so. I decided to quit." He said making her happy.

"Ok, come I will feed you dinner" she smiled diverting the topic. They had dinner in complete silence. He arranged his bed on the sofa in the living room.

"You're not well. Sleep on the bed." She said taking his pillow.

"No, I'm fine."

"Stop arguing!" She just dragged him to her room and made him sleep on her bed. She slept on the floor looking at his bleeding hand, which resembles her bleeding heart.