locked up | billie eilish

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i couldn't sleep so i went down stairs and billie was still passed out on the couch but she was on her side.

"billie wake the fuck up" i sobbed.

"huh?" she groaned.

"i just want you.... please" i begged.

"i'm right here baby, what's wrong?"

"you're on drugs billie"

"no i'm not" billie said, standing up.

she couldn't see anything because it was dark.

"i'm so tired" i sighed.

"what happened.... where is everyone..?" she asked.

"let's go upstairs. i'll explain everything"

i helped her upstairs and half way through she asked me to pick her up. i couldn't because my wounds still hurt.

i sat her on the bed, everything is still dark.

i walked into the bathroom and turned on the light.

"what's on your arm blake?" billie asked.

"i couldn't take it anymore" i said over the running water.

"what do you mean?"

"i told you i'll tell you everything. let me get you in the shower" i remind.

i walked towards her and i saw billie put her hand over her mouth and start tearing up.

"baby your face" she cried.

"why do you think i have scars all over it, i cause to cut my face because i look too much like my mom" i sighed.

i lead billie to the bathroom and looked her in the eyes while tugging on her shirt.

"yes you can" she said.

i helped her take her clothes off and got her in the bath.

i told her everything.

"what do you mean you cut everywhere?" she asked.

"every. where." i whispered.

eventually i helped wash billie and get her out of the bath. i didn't want to tell her but i only did this so andrews germs and smell.

"let's get your cuts cleaned up" billie whispered, she held her arms out for a hug so i grabbed her and have her a tight hug.

she squeezed her arms around me and i winced in pain.

"i'm sorry" she whispered.

"it's okay"

"i love you" billie whispered.

"i love you" i whispered back.

"i hope you know i didn't want him. i don't even remember the night, i think he drugged me. i only want you blake" she teared up.

"i know. he's taken care of mama" i whispered.

billie put on one of my tee shirts and took my shirt and sweats off.

she grabbed alcohol and ointment and sat down next to me.

she rubbed the alcohol on all my cuts to clean them before putting the stuff on all of them to make them not hurt so much and heal faster.

billie leaned over and her boobs were in my face.

"blake lynn" billie said sternly.

"whaaatt?" i giggled.

"why is your dick hard?" she asked.

"why are your titties in my face?" i raised a eyebrow.

billie looked at me with a "are you serious?" look. i grabbed the back of her head and pulled her into a kiss

"get some rest mama" i whispered.

"i'm not tired"

"wanna go watch the sun rise?" i asked.

she agreed and we drove to our spot and watched the sun rise and with taco bell.