Sajmra Talks Part 3 #wattys2018

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So today I started to call my Grandma. 

I actually let the phone ring a couple of times before I got the whole 'the number you have dialed is no longer in service' and I realized that she isn't there anymore and she isn't going to answer.

And it really sucked. Like a lot.

I didn't know what to do. It was just a moment of feeling really alone and upset and hurting a lot, that I'm still feeling if I'm being honest.

Like you want comfort, but at the same time I don't want to tell my brother or my Mom what happened because I don't want to make things worse on them you know?

Sigh.

Alhamdulillah for everything.