A/N - FIRST HEARTBREAK

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THIS IS ABOUT BREAK UP

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A few weeks ago, I had this weird feeling that something has changed in our relationship. I was prananoid that it might be the end of it so i ready myself for the worst.

Two days from now is a month since we first talked. It's kinda cringe, I know 'cuz it's only a month, but it wasn't a cringe for me because I was serious, honest, and faithful with him. It really breaks my heart to know he wasn't same to me.

He's been cheating on me for 18 days and I could never imagine how stupid I was about thinking I'm his only one. It's National Couple's Day so I guess it doesn't apply to us anymore.

DEAR EX,

MY WISH FOR YOU

I just wish someone won't get tired to say good morning or good night to you everyday.

I wish someone won't forget to remind you to drink water and eat whenever you're going to work.

I wish someone would call you when you're feeling bored or sad.

I wish someone could make you be open about your feelings so you would feel better everytime.

I wish someone would love you as much or more than I did.

I wish someone would make you not to cheat so you could finally have the healthy relationship you deserves.

I wish someone will stay, like I always did, when you need someone despite of how busy and hectic the schedule is.

I wish someone would ask you about your backpains after he work.

I wish someone is willing to sacrifice their sleep and time just to talk to you, like I always did.

I wish someone would clap at you when you sing while on call.

I wish someone would appreciate your small efforts in saying I love you everyday. (Without third party, of course)

I wish someone would have your back whenever their friends say bad things about you such as being a red flag.

I wish you're enjoying playing rp with someone.

I wish you could talk to someone about anime unlike me.

I wish you would learn not to play with other people's feelings.

I wish you could realize what you had lost.

I wish you could learn from this mistake you havr done to me.

I hope nobody will get hurt next time you're involved.

I loved you.... and I wish you the best

For the last time I want to tell you this:

Take care of yourself.

Hide those dangerous things and keep them away from you.

Hydrate yourself everyday because it's hot there these days.

Eat something more than just a sandwhich, a pizza, sex in a pan 🤣, an ice cream, a burrito, or a tacos.

Get at least 6 hours of sleep so you won't get sick.

If your backpain gets worse, consult a doctor.

Be careful driving everynight

I'm sorry we will never have a chance to play ouija board.

I'm sorry I will never be there if you visit your dream places such as Italy.

I'm sorry I will never have a chance to kiss you or give you cuddles.

I'm almost finished watching Demon Slayer and I wish I could talk with you about it.

I'm learning Japanese again hehe

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Goodbye my boo bear 💙🖤

Goodbye my sleepy head 💙🖤

Goodbye my love 💙🖤

Sorry for publishing this.

It's really hard to move on especially when you love someone and you're already attached to them.

If you want to know more about what happened, I can make an imagine for you my precious readers. Just comment if you want 🖤.

As of now I'm still hurt and trying my best to move on.

I hope it won't happen to all those EPIC people on Earth.

Thank you,

Sandra Stevehill

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⏰ Last updated: Aug 18, 2021 ⏰

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