The Royal Heir(BWWM/Interracial)

Different prospective

William's P.O.V

"I know that you're awake Amora we need to talk baby." I whispered lightly kissing her on her forehead.

"I'm tired and I don't want to talk to you." She muttered before turning so her back faced me.

"There's no way you could still be angry at me after last night." I whispered in her ear moving so I hovered over her naked body that was currently being shielded by the white covers.

"Clearly I am William and I don't feel well nor am I in the mood." She muttered her eyes fluttering open to look into mines.

"Do you want me to call the doctor." I asked worry setting in.

"Maybe if it gets worse I just feel odd. I'm okay for now but I'll be even better if you left me alone." She answered smartly smiling faintly up at me.

"Alright but I'll make it up to you bella I promise and again I'm sorry for upsetting you yesterday." I said before kissing her lips.

"How do you plan on making it up to me?" She asked pulling away from my lips hers now holding a smirk which caused mine to fall. Not because I was scared  but because I came to the realization that the brown skinned woman that laid before me had a lot of control over me. She wasn't happy and I felt compelled to do something-anything in my power to change that. That fact shocked me seeing that the last person I ever felt like this towards was... well her.
"I...anything you want." I stuttered my mind fogging over with unwanted images and emotions.

"I want...I need you to be completely honest with me." She said after a long pause her request catching me completely off guard. I expected her to request something material; jewelry, a house, a car something along those line but not this.

"About what?" I asked rolling over to my side of the bed pulling her body with me so she now straddled my waist.

"Everything." She said averting her eyes to the bed covers.

"At least look at me while I do this." I found myself saying which caused her dark brown eyes to slowly find mines that were already looking at her.

"Okay." She whispered before climbing off settling next to me her piercing eyes looking at me intently.

"I was born on December 25th to my proud father who welcomed his only son into the world that night. From the time of my birth the only people who have ever taken the time to love  and care for me were my father, grandparents and Dora. My relationship with my mother has never been great the only time she ever acted like a mother towards me was when we were in the public eye and nothing has ever changed. Her lack of interest never affected me though. I learned everything I needed to know from my father and Dora. My father is Italian and my mother Spanish which he took pride in teaching me everything about my heritage on both sides hoping that it'll make me a better man and it did. I never really wanted to become king- afraid that I'll disappoint my father and my country but it was my destiny and I had to accept that. Amora I...I don't know what you want to know about me." I muttered when I felt myself reopening all the unwanted memories of my past.

"I want to know anything you're comfortable with telling me." She said softly stroking my cheek with her thumb before placing a gentle kiss where her finger once laid. I didn't know if she noticed how uncomfortable this topic got me but I was willing to go throw this one more time just for here because whatever I felt for Amora surpassed even my understanding.

"My life has never been that bad whatever problems I had to face were nothing compared to the average person. Yet everyone  has demons and they haunt our lives in  different forms. I wasn't always this cold but people change and I'm sorry that I can't be the gentle man you deserve but...I try not to be cold at least not when I'm with you. I'm scarred and I can't do anything about it now. I left myself unguarded to the wrong people in the past and well I was hurt I guess the result of that would be the person you know today. Dora told me that I didn't deserve you and the truth is she's right. I am a monster Amora and you deserve much better than I could ever offer you emotionally but I'm way to selfish to let you go." I said looking up at her glassy eyes.