THIRSTY 🔞

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My heart pounds as I waited in the bench. Never knew I'd be doing this in my entire life. No matter how dangerous it seemed, i can't hide the fact that I miss him. So damn much. Beads of sweat forming on my forehead as i fix the bucket hat and mask I've been using to hide myself.

People in the Arena are so full that you could hear the thundering roars of their cheers.

By far this is the most stupidest yet exciting thing I've ever done in my entire existence aside from secretly marrying Taehyung yet I'd probably do this again for there's nothing more fulfilling than to be with the arms of your love after such along time.

Or was it really long?

It just have been three months yet I'm already all over the place missing this one particular person.

Concerts after concerts.

Promotions after promotions.

I look at myself in the mirror as I am in the toilet fixing myself for the nth time for I am afraid I'd be seeing myself all over the news caught for attending the biggest boy group in their concert even if it's outside Korea.

Yes, I'm hiding.

Yes, I'm alone.

Yes, I'm in Belgium.

And yes, I went all the way here to see my husband because i fucking miss him so much i had to laugh myself for being silly.

Thank God Jungkook and Jimin gave me a VVIP ticket for if i will just plan this myself, it would have been a fail. Getting a ticket alone is a struggle especially that the boys are overly popular.

"Fuck, I'm crazy." i softly muttered yet immediately went inside a cubicle for a group of teenagers went inside the bathroom.

Once inside, i check myself if it would be possible for them to find out it's me. After all, I'm one of the members of Blackpink and so far our group is taking over the world as well next to BTS.

"Oh my gosh! I can't wait to see Jungkook oppa." i hear one girl said with full of giddiness in her tone. A bit slang for the word oppa yet i find it so cute.

"Me too! Wait till I see Namtiddies. Imma scream real loud." i laugh silently with the term they use for Namjoon oppa. Fan sure are crazy. I wonder what do they call my husband.

I heard a loud screaming girl said overly hyped, "Fuck it! My baby chimmy im coming!!" they all laugh and even i do, for they sure have their own favorites.

"There's no way im going to leave this place without taking pictures and screaming I love you to my babydaddy jin!" other one gush making me mouthed an "O" as she just said baby daddy. Jin sure exudes daddy kinks. Lmao

"No way! The only daddy here is My daddy TaeTae you bitch! I still remember how he winks at me on the last concert here. I died with happiness yet I've resurrected just for him tonight!" one said dreamily but instead of fighting they laugh their ass out. My eyes are wide enough to eat the ocean as i stood there mouth hang open. Yeah sure, My Taehyung does have a daddy kinks. Fuck! And this girls are freaking gushing over it. I bit my lips as my brows furrowed. "Next time you can't wink with others Kim Taehyung!" i said marching out of the cubicle as fast as I could not minding those teenagers who got startled from how sudden and swift I opened the door like an angry grandma.

A bit mad though i shouldn't be jealous of something irrelevant for I know my fans does that all the time yet can you blame me? I'm whipped. And that's a fact!

Using my VVIP ticket, i had a chance to see the boys before the concert which is what my surprise is and Jimin and Jungkook already set everything up for me. All i need is basically enter the auditorium without anyone noticing me and so far I'm successfully doing it. The line isn't that long since VVIP are pretty much pricey amongst all the tickets and my ticket is actually the last one out of all for Jimin specifically said the last has a long time priveledge than the others. They said once I'm inside I'll be staying in the backstage instead of watching with the fans for it's much secure which ofcourse i agreed.

The time has come and it's almost my turn as I wait in line.

My heart beats so fast anticipating what could be his reaction. The people in front of me are pretty excited cheering, preparing their gifts, chattering loud with matching laughs in between while here i am like a thief silently sit in line looking at the floor covering myself as much as possible. I'm wearing very loose black paired jacket and skinny jeans and even with the cap, my hoody is covering my face as well. As much as possible i don't wanna get too much attention as I gripped on the only present i have in hand. A big picture of him in a cardboard i just bought outside so they won't say I'm a lousy fan.

Don't get me wrong, I'm Taehyungs number 1 fan. I'm his wife for Christ sake. But all this surprise was a rush that i only even packed a few shirts in my backpack thinking I'd just buy what i needed here for this 2 days getaway. Even my members didn't know. Thank God we have a 5 days rest after a long week of promotion for our pre release comeback.

"And last but not the least, No. 20 come on up." i woke up from my reverie as the staff told me to go inside. I immediately whispered him for my request. Clearing my throat for him not to find me out since there's still fans all over and I'm afraid they'd notice my thick Aussie accent.

"Can I just meet Kim Taehyung? I don't want the others." i asked making him looked at me in confusion.

"Why though? I think it would be best to get this opportunity to meet the whole bangtan." he said in a matter of fact voice.

Well he sure is right. Why would i request only one when I can have seven but i wanted this moment to meet my husband.

I bite my lips and shook my head." Nope, just Kim Taehyung. " eagerly said making him chuckle.

"Well it's your lost then. Just wait up and I'm going to inform the guys." he said and i waited until he went back with a wide smile on his face. "Come on, he's waiting for you."

Inspite the beating sound of my heart i smiled.

"Here it goes!"