Oh, I'll spend my whole life
Missing a part of me, part of me
Oh, I'll spend my whole life
Hoping your heart is free, heart is free
Sowon's POV
I shot him.
An innocent one.
I was in full of tears as I saw the body falls within my eyes. The screams around me were left unheard as I watch in horror how my selfishness leads me too.
I killed him.
Why am I like this?
Tear falls down my pale face as I could see my hands tremble from the shock that I did. I have been totally consumed by my demons. I tried to fight it desperately but I couldn't. I was too weak from my desperations and selfishness that the good one in me is long dead. I was a victim. Yet instead of facing the world with a clean state I was eager to seek the attention and love I never once had. But you know what, I deserved all of this.
Because I was bad.
Because instead of making myself better I took all the hate I have in my body and soul and let it take over me.
And as tears rolls down my eyes, I could see the people around me looking at me in terror while I feel the guards trying to lift me out , I could see how Taehyung holds Chaeyoung in full tenderness as they both cry and scream trying to get a hold of Jungkook, the person I never intend to hurt yet I was so dumb to even think that after killing her I could have Taehyung back.
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