I only want you. Kill Me Nd Leave Me. ( Completed)

no fucking no 21+

Y/n pov

Y/n : don't fucking touch me Mr kim taehyung, I hate u, I hate u, I hate u.

I shout at him loudly, trying my best to hold back my tears, which seems impossible.

I can no longer hold my emotions, I didn't do these earlier coz at that time he is not in his senses he is too emotional and was in so much pain, My one wrong word could make situation worse, I have seen it whenever he got mad he didn't hurt me physically but instead he hurt himself, Which hurts me more, Maybe I wouldn't hurt these much if he hurts me instead of himself.

I don't want to slap him and say all those words but I can't hold my emotions any longer, Each and every time he hurts himself I hate that moment the most, My emotions are mixed up, I am hurt, I am in pain, I am angry, and i need him the more.

We just made love a few seconds ago, and I am emotionally unstable, I want to tell him what I am feeling, I want him to comfort me, Help me, Make me feel secure, and make me feel loved.

He came closer and immediately hugged me tightly I struggled to let myself be free but he's grip was too strong I bite his arms but still he didn't let me go.

Y/n: leave me, leave me, Fucking let me go.

I shouted my lungs out.

Taehyung: no no no no never.

He shouted with fear.

I finally gave up nd cried hard

Taehyung : don't ever say those words again , Did u understand.

He said as he started to get panic.

Y/n: why? you are allowed to do anything, But I am not why?

I asked Between my sobs.

Taehyung: baby please I am sorry I know i should have believed u, Please I am sorry for that Please forgive me baby please, but don't those things.

He said with a horrific expression, I can feel that he is on the verge of crying.

Y/n : don't u think taehyung that our relationship is toxic.

I asked him, even though i know the answer very well.

I really don't want to say these but I want him to understand, Tht he is wrong These time.

Taehyung : no no no Baby, just Look at me, Plz don't ever think like that, You know right how much I love u.

He said desperately, cupping my face with his hands, which are shivering non - stop, did he really loves me this much that a single word left from my mouth is making him shiver in fear, the fear of losing me.

Y/n: no taehyung what I am saying is right, You even accuse me as a slut, You even tagged me as a whore How could you even think tht I could cheat on you with ur own brother, You even accuse me tht I fuck your brother, No taehyung I can't take it anymore.

It's hard to stop my tears, the thing i am going to say is the hardest thing of my life.

Y/n : No I just can't, It's better to end it now, Before it..