I only want you. Kill Me Nd Leave Me. ( Completed)

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After 37 days

Y/n pov

It's been more thn one month since tht prom incident nd our first day at clg as an official couple ?? Nd everything is going well ?? Well yes if we don't include taehyung showing public affection towards me whenever he get chance ?? Nd if he'll not get one thn He'll simply create one ??

He is not afraid of anyone nor even the teachers? Now I understand it's not an easy task to be with someone as popular as him ?? But still I have to deal with some jealous ass bitches on daily basis ?? Which I really hate to deal with in past but now iam immune to it?? They jst never stop bad bitching nd I jst choose to ignore ?? But Jennie nd taehyung they both are the aggressive type so they make sure to take care of them ??

The only problem is kookie he is not talking to me since tht day ?? Whenever I tried to talk to him he used to give excuse tht he is busy or he has something to do with?? Nd whenever iam with them he used to give excuse nd leave from their ?? I don't know if he is really busy or jst trying to ignore me ?? But I feel bad whenever he did these ?? No matter what I agree tht the time we spent together we really made a very strong nd great bond in such a small time ?? But now here we r I want to talk to him nd he is ignoring any interaction between us ??

I tried to ask taehyung but his jealous ass he simply said tht he is busy ?? Nd instead of giving me an answer he jst said why are you thinking about kookie can't you jst focus on me he'll talk to you when he'll feel like nd don't ask about other boys whereabouts ?? You know I don't like it ryt you are only allowed to ask about mine whereabouts is that clear doll?? He nd his jealous ass??

So I lossed hope of getting any answer from him ?? So I ask Jennie she said iam thinking over ?? Jungkook oppa is jst busy ?? Nd even if he is mad at you maybe tht because you hide your relationship with taehyung from him ??when he open up in front of you which is very rare ?? Give him some time nd everything will be fine??

Well Fuck the time?? If we'll not talk thn how in the earth we'll shot out everything ?? Communication is the best way to solve any problem nd tht what we lack?? Theirs one more thing iam worried about Nd tht is taehyung ??

Yesterday when he comes home I found blood drop in his shirt ?? When I asked him about it he gets panick nd said baby can we talk later I hve something to take care of we'll talk about these when I'll come back okk nd he left with that.

when he comes back I again asked about it nd he became serious for some time but after sometime his serious expression suddenly changed to smile nd he said nothing babes it's jst I went to hospital to meet someone but while coming from their I bump into someone who's injured maybe that time I got these stain don't worry about it Iam fine as long as you are with me iam more thn fine Again I tried to ask about it but he cut me off with a kiss nd said Can we change these topic baby whenever I think about it I jst remember tht hospital nd my friend which make me sad nd I don't want to think about anything else when iam with you can we skip these topics ??can we pls?? Hmm? It's an request?? When he said these I didn't feel like he is requesting instead I feel like he is telling his final decision tht we'll not talk about these topic ever again?? Maybe iam thinking too much ryt?? Yeah iam stupid to doubt him ??

Nd now iam feeling shame ?? Coz in love trust is most important nd here iam doubting the love of my life iam doubting my boyfriend?? How can I even think about it?? Maybe I hve completely lost my mind ?? But there's this feeling inside me tht there's something wrong with him??

There's something which is not right?? So after fighting with my thoughts I decided to believe him ?? Nd wait for him to tell me himself ?? So now I hve to be paitence ?? Yep thts want iam going to do?? I'll trust him nd I'll be paitence with him?

So now I only have to talk with kookie nd apologize for everything? I know I hurt him by keeping secrets ?? He share everything with me nd I choose to hide ?? Ahhhhh me nd my stupid brain ?? I always end up hurting someone close to me?? But now when I know my mistake I'll make it right?? Hmm thts what iam going to do ?? So here's the plan I'll cl kookie but as he is ignoring me iam damn sure he'll not pick up my call ?? So I'll keep calling until he pick up?

Nd here iam now in a park behind the coffee shop were I work ?? This area is lil but creepy but thank god coz of the street lights it's not dark otherwise it'll be hard to stay here?? As iam afraid of darkness ? It's not like Now iam not afraid ?? Hell no iam scared as hell but I have to do it for kookie ??

If I'll call him from coffee shop maybe he'll not believe that iam in problem but if I call him from here iam damn sure he'll believe?? How do I know ?? Simple he is my friend nd I know alot about him?? Like if he'll get to know tht iam in problem he'll definitely check my location nd bingo he'll come here nd these time I'll not let him leave without explaining everything ?? Nd I also know tht he is not in his house ?? How do I know ?? Simple Jennie??

So he ignored my call for 5 times nd pick up when I call him for the 6th time?? Now I'll show him my acting skills ?? I know what iam doing is wrong but he didn't left any choice for me ?? I try to talk to him but he didn't let me explain anything ?? So I don't have any other choice??

Finally..

On call

Kookie:hello y/n
iam busy.. I'll.....

Yn: kookie plz help me
Iam..in..............
Ahhhhhhhhh...................

End of call

I didn't finish my words and cut the call so tht it look real ?? I hope it'll work??

Nd yup it's work coz kookie is calling me I didn't answer the call he is calling me continuously ?? I know he is worried about me ?? Thts why he is calling these much time but I have to do it in order to talk to him?? Sorry kookie?

To be continued......