I only want you. Kill Me Nd Leave Me. ( Completed)

ruin me

Taehyung : did he fucked you really good tht you didn't pay attention to the time ?? Tht you forgot about me ?? Did he fucked you really hard tht you didn't get the time to pick up my call Is ... Is he is bigger thn mine ?? Is iam not enough for you ??

He said so inocently like a kid is asking something which he is curious about. He hugged my waist tightly his grip on my waist tighten nd he looked directly into my soul ??As those words left his mouth I stiffened in my place nd directly looked into his eyes ?? Their I found a mixed up emotions sad, broke, angry, physcotic ?? It's something new to me I haven't seen him like these ?? Seeing him like this hurts alot ?? There's one more thing which hurt me nd that is..
             after all those time we spent together he still doesn't trust me?? Did he really think this low of me ?? I didn't answer him I don't know how to react ?? What to say ?? I know I hurt him ?? But did it give him the right to question my love nd loyalty ?? Did it ??

Nd in a matter of second he pinned me on bed nd hover over me ?? I didn't protest I jst keep looking at him while new tears started to fall from my eyes ?? 

Taehyung : cat got your tongue y/n

He chuckled darkly still staring at me? He come closer to my ear lobe nd bite it before whispering

Taehyung: or I caught you red handed hmm ?? You really enjoyed his dick didn't you ?? In an instant his voice become dark

I jst closed my eyes coz for now I jst want all these to finish fastly?? I don't want to provoke him ??

Taehyung : did you moan for him jst like the way you moan for me ?? Did he make you go crazy just like I did ?? Did he always hit your g-spot with every thrust like I did ??

I can't hear all these anymore ?? I jst shut my eyes more tightly ?? I tried my best to hold my tears ?? But fuck it's keep flowing ??

Taehyung : open your eyes love nd look at me ??

He said sternly which send shivers to my spine ?? I followed his command nd open my eyes tears still flowing like river ?? He  smiled

Taehyung : thts like my good girl? But today you behave like a bad girl didn't you ?? Enjoying other dick ?? Other thn mine ?? How dare you ??? You whore ??Did you really enjoyed spreading your legs for him ?? Like a whore you are ??

He shouted at me nd I flinched from his loud voice?? His eyes contain something dark ?? As if he'll kill anyone who comes in his way ??

Taehyung : so now spread those preety legs of yours for me ?? Let me remind you who you belongs to ?? You didn't mind taking another dick right ?? He chuckled Opps what even Iam asking you'll definitely not coz such a slut you are for others dick so there's will be no problem if you take your boyfriend dick ?

My eyes widened after listening those words ?? Its not something new to me after fighting we always end up with an make up sex ?? But these time the way he is looking at me is like a predator look at his prey ?? His gaze is enough to take my soul away?? I have to do something to make him sane ?? To bring him in his senses ?? Before he completely lost all his sane ??

Y/n: ba..by..I..

He didn't let me finish my words he shushed me by keeping his fingers on my lips

Taehyung : sshhhhhh no more talk baby  am I clear ? Now you'll only open tht preety mouth of yours to moan my name like the slut you are ?? I'll fuck you so good tht you'll only remember my dick thrusting inside you nd I'll make sure to make you forget about tht Bastards dick , nd in the end you'll only remember mine ?? I'll make you scream my name the whole night ?? I'll fuck you hard tht you'll remember only my name no one else??  I'll make you remind tht you are fucking mine ?? MINE..  fucking mine ?? I'll ruined you so bad tht the only thing you wish for is my dick inside you ?? I'll fucked you so good tht the only thing you remember is my dick inside you ?? you want dick right so let me grant you your wish ??

Tht time I realised tht he completely lost his sanity?? What have I done ?? Tht time I realised I unleashed something dangerous in him??that time I realised I lost that careing taehyung who hate to see tears in my eyes ?? The taehyung who treat me like a soft feather ?? The taehyung who forget himself , who forget his own tears ,nd pain whenever he see my tears ??

I lost the taehyung who prefer to hurt himself instead of me ?? I lost the taehyung for whom hurting me is the least thing he wants ?? I lost him ??. Now I regret for telling kookie to leave ?? Maybe I should have left with him ?? So I didn't have to see these side of him?? But till when I'll run from him ?? No matter how far I'll run he is my weakness ??

No matter how scarry he is ?? No matter How scarry he becomes when he gets angry I can't leave him can I ?? No ?? Why ?? Coz I love him . I love him more then myself .. he is the only thing I left with ??I don't want to be alone again ..I don't want to lose one more person ?? No I can't afford it?? I can't afford to lose him?? if you think iam selfish thn let me be ?? ..

I can't leave him he is the only one left with me in name of family ?? The only one with whom I dreamed about my future?? I can't lose him .. call me selfish or whatever you want ?? ....

If he'll feel good after hurting me so let him be?? If after ruining me he'll stay with me thn iam ready to be ruined ? If the one who ruined me is him thn iam ready to be ruined ?? If it makes him happy thn I'll let him do whatever he wants to do with me ??

Even If I have to break myself in thousands nd millions of pieces in order to keep him by my side to make him happy thn iam ready to break ?? If the one to break me is him thn iam ready to break ?? Nd if he wants to break those thousands pieces in more pieces thn also iam ready to break ?? For him iam ready to break thousands nd millions times ??
             
I'll let him break me, ruined me , whatever he wants ,. Coz I know deep inside these physcotic taehyung  there's my sweet nd careing  taehyung is hidden?? who hide himself inside these dark taehyung to protect himself from getting hurt ?? I can't leave tht taehyung ?? If iam the reason for him to hide ??

If I iam the reason why my sweet nd careing taehyung hide??  thn I'll also be the one to find him nd bring him back?? I know what iam saying doesn't make any sense but for me in these whole cruel world he the only thing which make sense ??

I placed my hand upon my stomach nd closed my eyes while creasing my stomach softly

Don't worry baby.. everything thing will be allright .. don't get scared of your appa he is jst angry with eomma ?? Eomma hurt appa very much so appa is angry with eomma ?? But appa loves you so so so much?? You didn't even have any idea from how long he is waiting for you ??  He'll  be the best appa for you ?? Jst for a lil baby ?? Wait for a lil eomma will never let our family break ?? I'll bring your appa back he'll never hurt us he'll always protect us from these cruel world
No matter how much angry he is he'll never hurt us so don't worry nd let eomma take care of appa nd be my strength okay baby eomma appa loves you so much...

I want to give him a surprise ??I planned a surprise to tell him tht we are pregnant .. to tell him that we are going to become parents ?? But I don't want to tell him now when he is not in his right mind ??  I don't want to snatch the most beautiful moment of his life ?? I know his anger ?? Nd iam afraid??  if in anger he say something to our unborn baby I'll break completely ?? I don't want our baby to hear all those words which left his mouth in anger ?? I'll never ever let my baby see this side of his/her appa ?? He/she will only see the loveing nd caring  taehyung ?? Nd I'll face all his anger ?? It's the only thing I can do to protect both of my baby ?? To protect my family?? I'll bring tht loving and caring taehyung back ?? Nd I'll never let anyone break my family not even taehyung anger self??

Lil did she know its jst the starting ?? It's nothing as compared to what is going to come in the future....

Lil did she knows tht the  taehyung she is facing now is someone she didn't even think ?? She except from taehyung to protect him from these cruel world ?? But who will protect her from him ??

I hope you enjoyed these chapter nd be ready for a physco taehyung ..

Nd next chapter will contain smut , violence , blood , if you feel uncomfortable with any of these topics please skip those chapters nd those who are good with tht prepare your holy water 💦