Next to me {c.d}

Chapter 21

Elena's POV:

I just stand there as our eyes meet, "This a mistake." I say stressed. I turn off the shower and go to my shirt but it's all bloody so I throw it on the ground. Then I go up to the mirror and put my hands on the rim of the sink looking down then looking up seeing Cameron behind me so I turn around but my tears can't control themselves anymore and I burst out crying looking down then Cameron bring me into a hug and I cry over his shoulder then wipe the year away as well as as him.

We just stand there looking at each other for s good minute then I just say it, "I'm going to regret this so much."

"Wha—"

I wrap my arms around Cameron and I kiss him and he kisses me back passionately. I didn't slap him this time, I let it happened. So many thoughts went threw my mind as this happened. I didn't remember how good Cameron was at kidding but it felt good.

We release and just look at each other, wow.

"I'm gonna get to towel." I quickly say getting a towel wrapping it around me and let out a deep breath.

"Here." Cameron says handing me his shirt.

"I can't just take—"

"Please, and keep it." He says so I put in his over sized tee shirt on and he smiles.

I then get up and go to my bag near the lockers and get a new pair of under wear and put them on as Cameron changes his underwear and puts his sweats on leaving him shirtless. I just took my bra because it was wet.

I then share my blanket with Cameron. "I'm sorry but we just kissed and I'm feeling like I shouldn't of done that." I say looking into eyes.

"Well it's already happened so you can't do anything about it really." Cameron says scratching his head.

"Did you enjoy it?"

"Well, um, yes."

"That's the problem," I say feeling stressed, "this can't be happening we can't just date again pretending like nothing happened and what will people think? This can't happen."

"Well we can keep it a secret." Cameron shrugs.

"But we can't just do this we can't. Why did this happen." I say then get up and run to the bathroom. I throw up blood once again and it triggers my cough.

"Elena this isn't good." Cameron says holding my hair back. I then flush the toilet and put my hair in a bun.

"This has never happened to me before so—"

-

"Elena!" Cameron says as I'm in his lap.

"What happened?" I ask getting up but Cameron makes sure I rest.

"I don't know but it's getting worse Elena," Cameron says then picking me up bringing me down to the lockers. Cameron has put s blanket covering the floor so there isn't any germs and a blanket on top for warmth and he created a pillow using ours bags.

"It's not your bed but it'll do." He says placing me down as he lays down next to me wrapping his arms around me as we're nothing facing the wall.

"This night," I say weakly.

"It never happened," Cameron sighed, "now please sleep." So I fall asleep in Cameron's arms like we use too.

-

I wake up but I am in my bed, my bag is here and I check my phone and there are a lot of text but I ignore them, it's currently 2 in the afternoon because I needed sleep but I noticed there was a note next to me.

Dear Elena, last night was special but it didn't happen but I hope we can talk more about this soon and I miss you baby girl and I need you do please text or call me please so me can talk but I hope you feel better.

Love, Cameron

My head is spinning and I don't know what to do do I decide to sleep more to stress relive me, I hope but all of this is still crazy and I need to handle it but all I need to do right now is think.