FATALISTIC LOVE ✓

II

when I turned twenty, my parents brought me a birthday cake. one with two candles, decorated with pink coloured icing.

I wish I was turning two but I wasn't. the fact that my younger sister, mum and dad were smiling when I was about to make a wish, made me feel like a kid again.

I was not prepared to make a birthday wish.

but I wished for something exciting. I had enough of my mundane, routine filled blossoming life.

so I remember these exact words going through my mind- please bring something more exciting, difficult and wild into my life.

when my pretty sister- Rhea asked me what I wished for, I shrugged and never told her.

but I did not define something exciting as a bad boy with a graceful heart as my wish.