OVERCOME // B.E

f o u r

tw: brief mentions of overdose

j e s s i e

"fuck." i grumbled as i woke up, reaching a hand up to rub at my head.

"you good?" aiden asked from the kitchen.

"yeah, my head just hurts like a bitch."

she walked over to me, offering me a bottle of pain killers. i pushed them away. "i don't take pills. thanks, though."

she walked back to the kitchen, placing them on the counter. "why?"

"bad history." i answered shortly, not wanting to get into it. thankfully, she dropped the subject.

i really haven't gotten into my od with anyone. the only people i've opened up to it about are billie, matt, kai, and jordan. i don't plan on getting into with anybody else either. i don't like thinking about it or how it effected the people around me.

i don't know the full extent of how badly it effected jordan; he never lets me talk about it. i do know that it really fucked with him though. i don't know what i would've done if i had walked into the bathroom, only to see jordan laying on the floor with empty pill bottles around him.

i'm really glad that he found me; in the sense that he saved me. besides a few months after the incident where i was extremely sad, my life has pretty much been uphill since.

and i met billie.

i seriously don't know where i'd be if i hadn't of met bil. definitely not in college. i'd also still be vaping.

"do you remember anything from last night?" aiden asked, pulling me from my thoughts.

"not really." i answered.

"tough."

i stood up, grabbing a change of clothes. i made my way to the bathroom, taking a quick shower. when i was done, i walked back over to my bed. i grabbed my phone, immediately turning down the brightness. i saw that i had a message from billie, so i opened it.

iMessages
princess <3

good morning, baby

good morning
wait
isn't it like noon or something over there

yeah
it's after noon

then good afternoon princess :)

:)
are you free to call?