Moonlight Desire (BoyxBoy)

Chapter 10

Rylan Pov

There is a strange thing happen in some of my memories for the past five months. How should I tell? It's seem some puzzle pieces missing from the whole memories. I had a lot headache recently and unpredictable sore that almost make me faint when I'm working.

Sometime I felt as if someone had stabbed my heart and continuous whip around my flesh. I also cry for unknown reason. The pains usually attack me on morning but more frequently at night. Reese got me to the hospital for medical when one day he spots me out of the air. The doctor got me to do a full medical check-up, but the result was negative. There was nothing wrong with my body.

My intuition told me the sudden pain I'm having had gotten related to the missing piece of memories of mine. My head had heavy throbbing whenever I tried to retrieve the missing memories.

I never tell this part to Reese. He had done my thing to ensure my well being. Today the weather had decreased again to welcoming a snow in few weeks. I use a winter coat to shield me from the cold.

I dislike the snow, as much I hate a sexual thing. Moreover, this upcoming snow somehow makes my heart tighten in bad ways. I think the heavy blizzard will storm my life with this year winter season. I feel so much depressed lately.

The phone vibrates inside my pocket wake me from the stupor state. I accept the call and Reese's voice come into my ear.

"Wassup, bro?" I greet him.

"I'm bored. Wanna hang out?" Reese asks me.

"Okay... where?"

"How about we eat at your favorite restaurant? My treat..." Reese chirp on another line.

"Nope... My treat for this time. If you disagree I'll cancel it." I blackmail him.

"Mmm, okay, bro. I on the way back home." Reese must shrugged on another line.

I check my appearance before a soft knock at my door.

"Ready?" Reese appears before I open the door.

"Yes." I give a flat answer.

The food aroma knocks my nose; make me swallow my own saliva. This restaurant really famous around the local and outsider. It's like a heaven dish center. Reese gives me an amuse smile.

I smile back to him until my eyes caught a group of my ex-college student, my ex-bullies gang. Among them, I spot someone that always stirred my feeling, make my heart beat in erratic waves.

But somehow my heart slump into depression when I spot a beautiful woman sneak her hand around his torso. The reality hit my fluttering heart the second it blooms. I hate this unknown strange feeling. I hate myself for falling in meaningless dream.

I'm not in love with him. This is an illusion causes by my jealousy side of loving couple. It had given me a punishment for denying and critic the so-called love relationship.

Tears make threat to fall down. I feel so weak whenever I'm around this man like the first time I met him. He incredible crawls into my blank heart just to put an illusion hope and view.

"Are you okay, bro?" Reese soft voice sound very concerned. I nodded when the waiter coming to take the order. I had lost the appetite to consume all displayed food on the menu. One word keeps replaying in my head is runaway. But from whom?

I can hear all the happy chattering and the joke around come from that man group table granted we are just opposite each other. God, I wanna walking out from this hell as soon as possible. It's torturing to be here, heard the man flirting around his woman.