An arranged marriage || M.E

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(Last chapter)

I walked down the isle staring at matt who was smirking at me. No passion, no crying, no smile, just a smirk plastered on that annoying face that I loved. The music filled my ears, making me want to throw up.

I'm 17 not 26. I don't need this. I don't need this for myself. I stoped walking looking around me and everyone gave me a weird expression on why I stopped.

I haven't told matt why I was acting the way I was this morning, and I don't plan to. If he truly loved me he would tell me himself and not keep it a secret.

"Honey why did you stop" my dad whispered to me as he stood beside
Me. I bit my lip looking over to him then matt. "I don't know" I finally answered. "Lets continue walking then"

***

12:34pm

I snapped my eyes opened, stretching
My Arms wide apart from each other as I yawned. I was laying in bed naked realizing what happened last night

***
He kissed my lips roughly pinning my arms down against the bed while I wrapped my legs around his torso without ever breaking the kiss. Our clothes were removed a long time ago, so we were making out naked.

He traveled his lips against my neck, leaving love bites. His lips slowly traveled further up my neck until he heard a moan escape my mouth. "Gosh you're beautiful" he said before slamming his lips against my pink
Swollen lips again.

"I need you" I whispered into his ear. He smirked at my words, kissing my lips one last time before positioning himself hovered over me. "Are you sure" he questioned with lust in his eyes.

I bit my lip, nodding my head quickly.
He slammed his lips back on to mine, thrusting himself into me, making a loud moan escape my mouth, by the unexpected thrust.

***

"Fuck" I mumbled. I ran my hand through my hair, checking the time to see it was almost 1 o clock. "No, no, no, the weddings in 2 hours. Fucks sake Kim"

I got up quickly from the bed putting on my bra and panties that were thrown across the room. "Hey nice view" I heard. I looked over at the room door and saw a shirtless Jason in only his boxers. I bit my lip, but realized I didn't have enough time to stare at him right now.

I ran over to my clothes that I placed on his night table and started putting it on quickly. "Where you going?" Jason whispered into my ear as he wrapped his arms around my waist.

Fuck I gotta tell him

"Jason, last night was amazing, and I do like you. I just. I gotta get married in 2 hours"

He pulled himself away from me, running his hand through his messy bed head hair. I felt completely bad right now. But yet there's nothing I can do.

"You don't have to go, just stay here for awhile" Jason said tying to come up with an idea. I huffed loudly at his words, wishing it was actually that simple, but yet again it's not.

"I have to go Jason. I'm sorry", I grabbed the last of my things looking over at a sad Jason, which made me feel sad.

I walked over to him, and cupped my hands on his cheeks. "I have to marry him. I really do Jason and I don't want to" I said as I stared into his blue eyes. "But you love him" He said as he put his hands on mine and removed my hands off him.

"I love him. Yes that's correct, and honestly I don't know why I love him so much, I just do. And I know he treats me like shit, he cheats, he breaks my heart every time, he hits me when he's so angry. But yet I still find a reason to love him"