18- Never let go

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  Park Jimin

 
  "How did it go?" Minhyun came with his plate and putted it down beside me, I realised a heavy breath and slumped further down. It's like I'm walking on ice everyday, everything provokes me

Just a moment ago I caught her with that parasite again and he's clinging to her just like a parasite, "Damn.. dude I thought you solved it, whipped ass" Minhyuk smirked making me want to strangle him in place, "Wipe that smirk of your face now" I growled

He cocked his head and the mocking grin fell from his face into anger, I turned around following his gaze and caught him seeing Aeurum besides another dude, if looks could kill I would suggest that guy to move at least 2 meters away

"She does it on purpose" He hissed when she glanced back at our table and stabbed the fork with his food.

I laughed at his bothered face, it's been fun seeing Aeurum push his buttons but he can't realise it's jealousy, "Says the love doctor himself, shouldn't you take your own advice? Seems like you haven't solve anything either"

He threw me a look, "I told you that's different, you have a chance... just look at her she's not even interested with him" He gestured to her and doyoung who sat in front of her

I clenched my jaw remembering yesterday, "their together, I heard it Minhyun" I hissed and stabbed the food, if I can't kill it I can at least devour the shit out of it.

"And who told you that?" He pushed

If it weren't for the vivid memory I have I would've probably brushed of this question. That's until it all clicked in me, I snapped
my eyes at Minhyun, "Himself" I scoffed as Minhyun had a smug look on his face

"And she hasn't told you that herself?" He continued. No she hasn't. How can I be so stupid? It all makes sense

I stood up with a force causing the plates to flow until gravity pulled it back, Minhyun caught my arm before I could leave, "Slow buddy.. you don't want to do something she wouldn't like right? Have you consider that.."

His words made me think about it, It's in front of the whole school not that I give a fuck but Jeongyeon...yeah

I controlled my anger and sat back down and watched them from a distance, that fool isn't even holding her hand there's no intimacy between them, she wore her usual clothes and I like that it doesn't show her body, her hair was up in a bun that showed her long neck. I didn't feel angry in fact the opposite. I was checking her out and at the same time our eyes meet over his shoulder, she froze. Her mouth closed before she threw me the coldest glare in the universe, I tilted my head and gazed at her even more to annoy her. my lips curved into a smile and I had to bite my lip in order for me to not laugh right here, her expression is priceless

"Your fucking whipped dude" Minhyun smacked my head and usually I would punch his guts but I laughed, a full laughter I haven't felt for ages.

"Can't believe I get to witness this day.. Park Jimin officially getting whipped over a girl, remember that pact we had?" He started but I was busy staring at her, how haven't I noticed it? She's freaking beautiful

I murmured, "That pact was long gone you fell first admit it pussy, Aeurum is all over your head"

I could hear a low growl from him but I couldn't care less, she stood up and I know what kind of schedule she has right now. life finally is at my side cause I have the same as her

"See you dude I have class!" I went up and didn't waste any time to run behind her, she didn't see me though

I scoffed as the parasite walked beside her, he had the nerve to wave at her. I glared holes at him and mark my words if I won't have a conversation with him after I solve this problem

Screw it

I knew I had a big problem when I saw her in that dress in the new year party, her eyes glimmered and that smile, damn it!. But it didn't end there, I knew it since those I caught those feeling whenever she were near, her smell.. her eyes.. her lips, that I want to kiss so badly right now

It even went so far that I saw her in my dreams, me and her... so far away but so close. Call it cheesy but I fucking couldn't think in full 3 minutes without my mind wandering back to her.

I have to solve it, the right way.

I saw my chance when she was fully alone and hide myself in a corner, when she was about to pass I grabbed her wrist and trapped her in. My mind replayed of the time back when we were swimming, fuck if she didn't look hot in that bathing suit.

"What—" he words fell when I caged her in with my body and leaned towards her, so close that she didn't have any room to breath, "Are you doing?" She finished.

I only stared at her, she did the same. I want to know what she's thinking in that head of hers, "What I should be doing a long time ago.." I answered back. Her breath hitches and she tried backing away from me but can't do.. the wall meet her back.

"Park Jimin" she warned making my eyes go back to hers, how I love when she calls my name, "It's Jimin know isn't it?" I trailed

She frowned, "I'm not in any relationship with you so Park Jimin it is"

"Huh really? So that boy Doyoung is your boyfriend?" I raised my eyebrow testing her, she crossed her arms, "He may become, unlike you he's actually a nice guy who wants to know me and isn't some player" she threw back, I caressed her cheek my thumb grazing over her soft skin, she drew back, "Jeongyeon.. can we talk this out, I'm tired arguing with you over again" I sighed

"We're talking now" she crossed her arms

I closed my eyes and took a deep breath, "I like you.." when those words left my mouth it felt like victory I finally said it. I watched her eyes widen and she shook her head making me grab her face and make her look into my eyes, "I'm not playing around, I am a jerk and all but I would never, never play with your feelings whatever you heard from others aren't the truth" I told her carefully

She snapped her eyes up at me and I felt my heart ache at the sight of it, she scoffed, "We all can lie"

"What are you talking about" I asked since her face won't show anything, "Don't deny it to me! But you know what? Save it cause I don't want to see your face ever again, You guys tossed me, pranked me and bullied me and you know what's worst of all?" She stoped, her lips quivered I tried reaching her hand but she jerked it like I'm on fire, "Don't.. I've got used to all of Yoonas pranks and sure it must've of been fun for you to watch...but this? Why does it hurts so freaking much! It shouldn't feel like this! Your lying straight to my face and the funniest part would me be for me to ever believe you"

Her words felt like someone stabbing a wound on me over and over again, it cut me so deep. Just as deep I'm staring into her eyes hearing her words, I tried controlling my urge to just kiss her right here and now and tell her how fucking much I do like her and none of it is a game, but I know that In this state of her it would be the worst, so instead I reached her body and pulled her into me, her whole body jerked and tried pushing me away but I showed her that I'm not going anyway

"Your the worst jerk!" She bursted making me snuggle to her even closer, i breathed into her neck, "I know"

"Let go of me!" She tried wiggling off, "I know your mad and furious you have all the right, but just let me hold you like this... at least for now"

That was it, no more struggling. She let me hold her and I never let go

If only I knew

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Yay!! You guys I can't believe it! 2020 is finally over! Honestly this year hasn't been that bad for me personally outside of corona but overall this year will be remembered as a bad one

How was it for you?

Take care you guys and don't forget to push on that star!

Kisses,

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