chapter seventeen
' what is a monstrum and a monster?'
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I guess you could call me crazy for liking their presence.
but could anyone really blame me ? We hadn't had anyone hold me like they did in my entire life. I had never been brought to museums even though the people brining me hated it only to see to me smile. I had never been kissed so passionately. or touched so sinfully good.
qi had never been called princess, little one, darling, love or any other nicknames by anyone.
I was unfamiliar with it all.
but without the four Salvador brothers I was alone. was I really to blame for not wanting to be on my own? surely I had jill and Vanessa but I still them here. they visited every now and then. but we weren't exceptionally close. we never had been.
so of course I enjoyed their touch, their sweet words, their soft gestures. the cold glares everyone but me got- how could I not?
I was only a nineteen year old girl- I was only just a girl.
I wasn't supposed to know it all and chose what was the healthy option for me and my sanity. I was supposed to make mistakes and screw up. perhaps not like this but still. it wasn't like a choice either and it seemed easier to just accept the fact that this was my life now.
my sister suddenly back and working for the four men who had kidnapped me.
me being cooped up in an penthouse most of the day until the Salvador's came home and took me to fancy places and extravagant restaurants.
I was nineteen for god sake! what could I do to stop my fate even if I wanted too?! absolutely nothing !
so yes I enjoyed it. their touch, their stolen glances, their kisses, their presence, their looks, their words, their voices, yet it loved it all!
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