Pairing: Taylor Swift x (female) reader
Warnings: None
Requested: Yes|NO
A/N: (F/m) = Favorite Movie
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Who knew that there was a different side of Taylor that no one has yet to know?
This current situation may be the first time ever it occurs and she could have a struggle keeping it under control and not drive the knife deeper wheee it needs to be. The overwhelming things get into her head and actually uses that pump of adrenaline as she lashes out, yep, you may be her first victim.
Taylor had come home later then originally planned without letting you know in any possible way. Not a single phone call, text message, nothing. When midnight approached, and she still wasn't home, that's when the worry grew even more, nearly setting you off in a panic attack. So you decided to take action and do something about it by calling up Selena Gomez and asked if she had any ideas where Taylor might be found. Just as you were punching in the phone number, the second you hear the grand entryway door open and slam shut, indicated that Taylor was home at last, having you to finally relax. When Taylor got home, she originally thought that you would already be in bed.
But to her surprise, she finds you in the kitchen as she goes to grab a snack from the fridge she had been saving. The way you stood at the counter, phone in hand as if you had just finished a call didn't come to her mind as a question, so she greets you as she usually would.
"Hi, honey. I didn't know you'd still be up. How was your day?"
But you don't answer, you remain silent as you were unsure of what to say.
You stayed quiet until she spoke your name, once she had realized something was wrong once your expression hadn't changed.
"(Y/n)?"
Letting out a sigh of frustration, you speak up.
"Why didn't you call or text me back?"
Taylor rolled her eyes before throwing her hands in the air out of already being annoyed with your questioning.
"Let's not do this tonight, (Y/n). It was just a busy day and I lost track of time, that's all it really is."
"Really? You couldn't take a few seconds of your time to tell me what's going on? I was worried about you, Taylor!"
"Well, don't worry about me! As you can see I am just fine!"
"Well, what about me? I'm not fine... with this!"
After gripping her hair in frustration, she unexpectedly slams her fist on the counter almost as loud as she can make it, making you jump and taking a step back.
The sound made from her impact took you back to your previous relationship, you were with a girl who didn't treat you as she should have. The sound Taylor just made gave you quick flashbacks, pulling you back in time to where you felt you were actually sent back to that time. Taylor knew the mistake she had just made with her fist just after witnessing the way you reacted to it and immediately, she softens up. You didn't go into this relationship without making Taylor aware of your past, and although you know she would never hurt you in such away, you couldn't help but feel a little scared. Taylor acted upon her first instinct to let apologies roll off her tongue before tending to you, comforting you, and you let her.
Taylor had never felt more sorry then she did now, she knew there was no excuse for her sudden outburst, but she still couldn't help but find herself saying what anyone else would say in the same situation.
"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to scare you, honey." She apologized.
You nod as you accepted it.
"It's okay."
Taylor sighs sadly before she decided that you shouldn't forgive her so easily and quickly. It didn't matter to her, she want you to feel vulnerable to her like this.
Without a word, she unexpectedly makes her way towards you before embracing you in a loving hug. You both stay like that for what seemed like an eternity, but neither of you were complaining either. Whenever Taylor hugged you like this, you never wanted it to end, you hold onto her as if your lives depended on it, on each other. After a few more moments, Taylor pulls away and places her hand your cheek before continuing to apologize for her behavior.
"Listen, I should have returned your calls and texts, you're right about that. But you shouldn't forgive me so easily, I don't want you to feel like you have to."
"I know, Taylor. But I truly don't feel that way about accepting, I just love you too much not to."
Taylor smiles fondly at you before leaning in to plant a kiss on your lips before pulling back again to make suggestion.
"Why don't we head upstairs for the night and watch a movie together? I know it's late, but I thought it's something we can do together before we call it a night."
A smile comes across your face as she says this, you agree,
"I'd like that." you say.
"Good, so would I. Since I chose our last movie, you can choose this one."
"Sounds good to me."
At that, you allow for her to take your hand and lead you upstairs to your shared bedroom.
Although it was your turn to pick the movie, you still put on a movie you know the two of you quite enjoy and favored. While the movie was now on screen, the little argument from earlier was drowned out and forgotten about fairly quickly.
That movie you picked to watch was (f/m).
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