Spade (MxM)

Chapter 151

Spade drove straight to Nate's apartment after he had left his office building, knowing fully well that the young man would be in his own apartment, he tried to calm his racing heart, he couldn't even understand how he was feeling at the moment, his brain was in a complete mess and everything he was seeing now didn't make sense to him, as he could barely even make any sense of his own feelings at the moment.

Stopping in front of the building, he sighed out when he saw Nate's car parked just in front of his, he was just in time, he rushed out of his car and ran all the way into the building and up the elevator, his mind going back to what Garcia had told him just before he left his office

He remembered asking him who had given him the recording and the man had answered with one name
"Greg Miller"

He gritted his teeth immediately he stopped in front of Nate's apartment, he knocked on it, trying to calm the rage and turmoil inside of him, he didn't want to come off too strong because if at all Nate had nothing to do with the recording with him, then he'd be hurting the young man by acting brash

He just needed one thing and one thing only from Nate, for him to just tell Spade that he had nothing to do with the recording, that it was all a fucked up fabrication of his father

Spade would believe him, because he loved Nate so much and didn't think he could live with the fact that young man had betrayed him.

The door suddenly opened up and Nate stood there, his hair looking half wet and half dry, he was putting on a grey sweatpants but his upper body was naked, Spade couldn't help but let his eyes rest on Nate pink nipples before he swallowed and looked up at Nate's face

Seeing the shock and surprise in his face, the way his lips had parted slightly
"Hey" Nate whispered out and Spade clenched his jaw, trying not to give out anything before he walked inside

"Hi" he muttered hearing Nate close the door as the young man stood before him, Spade was looking at him and had forgotten why he came here, actually he didn't forget but he didn't know how he would say it or ask him.

His hands clutched tightly around the recorder in his hands, he felt fucking nervous and his heart was beating wildly in his chest as he looked at Nate, he hoped so badly that Nate would tell him that what he was thinking was a lie.

He swallowed as he noticed he hadn't said anything and Nate was looking at him quizzically, it was no use dragging the whole thing, he wanted to be out with it.
He pulled up his hand with the recorder, watching him, he noticed how his eyes grew wide and he swallowed making a loud gulp sound

He looked back up at Spade and his lips parted, Spade grazed his tongue through his lips, dragging it even longer than he'd intended to, he pressed the play button on the recorder and it played exactly their conversation in the club a day ago.

He saw the way Nate's eyes had started to become glossy as he bit his lips hard, almost as if he wanted to chew it off
"Did you give this to your father"? He asked in a whisper, he wanted to shut his ears, but he also wanted to brace himself for the answer.

Please say no, please say no, please say no.
He kept chanting in his heart, and his eyes pleaded and begged Nate to just say no, he wanted him to just say no and he would walk out of here and go put a bullet in between Greg's eyes and put a stop to all this trash.

But the longer it took Nate to answer, the clearer it became to him, the louder Nate's answer sounded in his silence, making Spade's heart to hammer, almost as if it would break into so many peices.

He took in a shaky breath as his hand on his side tremble and he saw Nate's eyes water, his lips shaking as he tried to speak, but his silence already answered the question
"Yes" he whispered out, if Spade hadn't been looking at his lips, he would have swore that Nate didn't say anything, but he heard it and he watched Nate's lips move.