Vivah-A Journey From Engagement To Marriage MaNan FF (Completed)

~Chapter 34~ Is It Over?

Nandini's POV

Everything is over, between US. US? Do we really were US? Ever? Or he was just this much attached to me that it was so easy for him to let me go.

I walked numbly inside the orphanage, and these stupid tears were not stopping at all. I remembered our all the moments to gather. It has been 3 months since I know him. I know it's very less time to know anyone or to fall in love. But what I felt was... I don't know... I just can't bear this pain. Its aching. Hard. So hard that I can't even think other than that.

Feeling so much disturbed I sat on a nearby bench. My tears were not at all stopping. Why he did this to me? Where I was wrong? Me to bas uski Khushi ke liye... He took a stand for his father, but he didn't took a stand for me, for Me.. why Manik why? Am I not worthy to you?

Oh yes I am not worthy, because I am an orphan. That's what he called me last night. He questioned my upbringing. He questioned my parent's rites. Who he is? If he can't bear anything against his own family. Why should I? just because I am girl, doesn't mean I don't have any self-respect. In the car, Cabir Jiju too making me understand, why? Why everyone just making me understand? Why not him? Isn't he also wrong?

I don't know why I am feeling this much pain in my heart. Is he going through the same, or he is not? I don't know. I took out my phone and wiped my tears. I searched for one contact. Manik. I dialled his number and...

"Are tum kya samjogi, tum to khud hi anarth ho"

"I am over with this"

His words rang in my mind and I instantly cut the call. Tears ran down from my eyes again. I throw my head back on bench head board and covered my face with my hands.

"why Manik? Why? Koi fark nahi padta tumhe? Itna aasan he tumhare liye. Ye rishta todna."

I cried and sobbed. I am not understanding anything right now. kuch samaj nahi aa raha he. Kuch bhi nahi. I leaned to my knees, and rested my elbows on my thighs and covered my face with my palms.

Suddenly I felt one hand around my shoulder, I jerked and looked behind. I hoped for someone. But the person was not the person whom I was expecting. It was someone else. Mukti Bhabhi.

She looked at me with teary eyes, I looked down and wiped my tears and made a place for her to sit beside me. She came and sat beside me. I was still crying from inside. I was holding my tears back. It is suffocating me. Mukti Bhabhi was suffocating me. No, I can't blame her. she is innocent. What suffocating me is, she is very close to Manik. That is suffocating me. Manik se judi har baat, har insaan suffocates me.

She placed her hand on my shoulder again and said: Nandini.

I am sorry Bhabhi, but I don't have any courage to look at you. I will cry and I don't want to look weak in front of you. No.

She shook me again and said: janti hu. Jo bhi hua bahot galat hua. Manik ne jo bhi kaha, kiya, sab galat tha. But Nandini he loves you.

Juth, sab juth. He doesn't love me. If he does, then he didn't let go off me.

Mukti Bhabhi continued: he needs you Nandini. Tum janti ho wo kitne gusse wala he, aur Raj Chachu aur Dad ko leke kuch zyada. Ha shayad aaj wo gussa he, but aaj nahi to kal he will be normal and then he will understand his mistake and then he will need you.

She folds her hands in front of me and continued: please, Nandini come back to him, to us. He needs you, we need you. I can't see him falling apart again.

Why should I come back? He didn't want me. He thinks I am not good for him. If he is falling apart then what about me? I am too falling apart and just because of him and his stupid anger.