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(GON'S POV)

It's already night time and Killua's sleeping soundly on my shoulder.

He looks so peaceful. 

His eyeslashes we're glittering I kissed it fast.

I smiled and remembered something.

They say that if someone sleeps so peaceful that means he is loved. 

Maybe that's why he sleeps like that because I love him.

I'm so glad.

I looked at the stars. 

How is Retz by the way?

Is she fine?

I left her.

I've hurted her.

She hurted me but her problem is way much more complicated than mine.

I pity that girl.

I guess I'm really selfish for really leaving her. 

Am I?

" Hmmmmm. " I felt movement on my shoulder.

I looked at Killua and fixed his head gently cause it's starting to fall.

He opens his eyes.

" Sorry...  Did I wake you? " I whispered.

His sapphire eyes looked at me worried.

And whisperey he said.

" Why do you look that way babe?  Is something bothering you? " 

Is smiled at him.

" Hmm.  Nah.  Nothing. I just remembered Retz. "

There's a pausing moment.

Killua fell silent.  Is he mad?

I looked at him. He was looking straight front.

" Killu? "

" I've talked to her back In seville...  She asked me to take you back to her...  I said no. " He didn't looked at me.

" Wait?  When? "

" When you fell asleep on the apartment. I strolled for a little and I saw her sitting and staring at nothing at the beach. "

" What?!  She didn't leave? "

" I guess not. "

" Killua..  I...  I feel bad.."

He looked at me. His eyes tired.

" No... You shouldn't.  I know you baby..... You shouldn't let emotions overcome you always... There are some things best left behind. For the better? "He firmly said.

I didn't answer.

Killua touched my hand.

I still didn't answer.

He squeezed it gently.

" But. Still. " I sighed. Killua closed his eyes tight and opened it again.

" No.. You helped her more than you think.  She asked for more.  It's against your will.  It's okay to say No babe.  Let her handle the rest.  She cannot include you in everything.  She should have common sense that she doesn't own everything! Right? Especially you. "

I looked at Killua. 

" I love you. " He said plainly.

" Thanks... "

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