monster to majnu

Chp 83

Manik was sitting on swing looking at the stars when nandini came towards him and after sitting besides him offered him a cup of coffee and he with a small smile took it.....taking a sip of it he made a yummm face and said perfect to which she showed him her teeth....scooting closer to her he wrapped a shawl around her shoulders so they were sharing the same shawl he also wrapped his hand around her...,drinking coffee while looking at the beautiful sky in full on romantic mood......

Manik she said after finishing the coffee

Hmmm kia hua he said still looking at the stars but not getting the reply he looked at her to find her already looking at him......their eyes met and they shared an eyelock which was broken by manik as he said averting his gaze

I got u nandini...u wanna talk about our babies

No its its okay...i can wait if u need time she said

No its complete alright....we have to talk about it some day so why not now he said with a small smile but the difference was it didnt reach till his eyes

Nandini its not like i hate babies.....u know when u left me those 5 years were the toughest....fab 5 did everything like every damn thing to cheer me up but nothing helped me then one day i saw ishaan crying....he was a week old at that time and aliya dhruv werent there....i picked him up and after that day he became my centre of attraction....that little boy did the thing which no one could do....he engaged me......and the day he called me daddy...nandini it was the most beautiful moment...wo to dhruv ka beta tha tmhe kia lgta mera dil nhi karta hoga ke mein apne bache ke mun se DAD ka lafz suno.......he paused and looked at her

But m not that selfish to risk my children's life..... mein nhi bhool pata un words ko KE MERE BETI KO MERE GHALTIYON KA PAY KARNA PARE GA m scared....
Haan mene jo kia lekin wo to bilkul doll se hoge na mein usko kese dekh skta hn dard mein he said with pain in his eyes

Lekin manik ab to tm change hogye ho na she tried to make him feel less guilty

Shayad hogya hn...lekin still does it matter...mera past to whi ugly haina...wo to change nhi hoskta na..mere mom ki 1 ghalat move and m suffering till now....i still couldn't get over it.....sare khte hai ke beti ko apne baap jesa shohar milta hai aur agar use mere jesa insaan mila to mein to mar jao ga nandini.....mene kia kuch nhi kia tmhare sath past mein

Manik PAST MEIN...WO past tha u r judging urself from ur past.....stop being this hard on urself....u r the best husband....and moreover kuch aisa waisa nhi hone wala hmare bacho ke sath...u r thinking too much said palming his hand but he maintained the distressed face

Achaw leave it .... how will they react when they'll find out that their father was the person who treated their mother like a piece of shit.....who acted like a bastard.....the person who should protect her proved to be the biggest danger for her......they will hate me for doing all those things with u......THEY WILL HATE ME YAAR his voice cracked at the end and hearing his vulnerable voice made 2 3 drops fall from nandini's eyes nandini...I ...I cant bear their hatred.....i can't stand hatred in their eyes for me.....i cant bear it...i will die his face hung low jis insan ko protector hona chaiye usi insaan se wo safe feel nhi kare ge.....is it a type of relation they deserve.....jo insaan (baap) logo ki zindagiyon ka hero hota hai whi insaan unki zindagi unki kushiyon ka villan bn jaye ga he said as he gulped the lump of tears i dont want them to live a life like i lived....un bacho ki life easy nhi hoti jin ka apne parents ke sath achaw relation nhi hota......nandini i just dont want them to face all this his face was clearly showing how broken he was and nandini's heart shattered into pieces seeing her strong man like that....so vulnerable