Our life is a mixture of love and hatred, happiness and sorrow, twists, blunders and many more...!!
Though we all have some expectations and plans of our future in life, life gives us something different...That may or may not be what we want but def...
I sighed heavily and looked for my phone half sleepy. Damn! My neck hurts!
I woke up and realised that I have been sleeping on my study table. I quickly switched off that stupid thing and sat upright on the chair.
Yesterday after meeting, no no, arguing with Harish, I wasn't in my right mind. I just couldn't stop thinking about him.
He was there in my mind all the time. I couldn't yet digest the fact that he's ignoring me. How dare he?
But trust me, it hurts! It hurts a lot!
I wanted to distract myself. And so I took out the case file and started reading about my treatment which I should be giving from tomorrow.
But that idiot is still not leaving my head! What to do with him?
Suddenly I felt this urge to meet him now. I looked at the window a few feet far away from my table. Should I go and meet him once?
No!
He must be enjoying his time with his friends while I am having a mental battle here whether I should go and see him or not. But he doesn't even know that there's a soul waiting for him and is so desperately and madly in love with him....
Curse my heart for loving him so much!
I felt a water drop on my hand while I was sitting on the desk cupping my face between my palms. What is that?
A tear drop!
I am crying?
God! How can I let him control me so much that I didn't even realise that I'm crying just thinking about him. Whatever it is, I should be strong now. I should make him cry.
I rested my head on the study table and was concentrating on the case when unknowningly I dozed off.
I signed heavily and thought to forget about him. He isn't even bothered to talk to me and why should I cry for him?
I shook my head to ignore my inner battle and decided to fresh up fast. Damn! I'm so hungry. I skipped my dinner last night.
I quickly went to the bathroom and took a quick yet relaxing shower. It somehow soothed me. I wrapped a towel around me and walked to my cupboard.
Yesterday before sitting to read my file, I arranged my clothes and my other necessaries.
I chose to wear a shirt inside and add on a white coat pairing it with a black pants and light make-up. I wore my boots and took my handbag and I'm all set to go.
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