{previously known as, Teri Mehfil Hai, Mera Toota Dil Hai}
Here I m standing with tears in my eyes wearing the heavy bridal lehenga,
It was my wedding day, in which I dreamt to be the most special day of my life but here situation is opposite and to...
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Even after twirling and changing positions, i ain't getting sleepy. And it's not even like that i overslept during day, infact today me and Ishika were choosing some baby stuffs, which every newborn needs,
I sat up on the bed, and leaned my back against headboard, because not i can't even sit or get-up without support, it's kind of painful and sometimes irritating also, but for my little creature, it's all tolerable. I can handle every pain just for you, baby!
Just caressing palm on my huge almost 9 months baby bump, i feel so magical and happy. Sometimes i think that i couldn't be able to handle my happiness and my overwhelmed emotions.
It feels so good whenever I feel your moments baby, even though it hurts but even death is nothing infront of you, i can't describe that how precious, you and your tiny gestures are for me.
My eyes travel to a sleeping figure, sleeping soundly on the couch, he has changed alot, i knew that he's also suffering now, the eyes of his which were holding only hatred for me is now replaced with emotions of love, regret. But still the pain o those deep oceanic eyes is same, it isn't changed even a bit
Even if reason is changed, but the density of pain and agony in his eyes is same. He turned in his sleep, and again slept in different position but uncomfortably, ofcoarse this gonna happen, the person who used to sleep on king-size bed is now sleeping on a couch.
A smile crept on my lips, remembering a incident with my mother,
"ahh, mummy yeh periods, ladkiyo ko hi kyu hote hai"
(why this periods only happens to girls)
i asked to my mother who just switched off the button of hot-water-bag, which i often use on my starting bleeding days, i was sitting on bed with back against the headboard and a sulky face.
She came towards me and sat beside me, and gave me that bag, which i placed on my abdomen, and felt an gradual as well as slow relief.
"tu toh doctor hai, tujhe toh pata hoga n kyu hote hai..."
(You are a doctor, you must know why this happens.)
well yes i know, ofcoarse i know, but still its' partiality done by god only with girls. Boys doesn't get any such cramps or labour pain. I have seen those women screaming painfully during their delivery.
"par phir bhi bhagwaan ne galat kiya..."
(But still God did wrong.)
" pata hai mujhe, lekin jab tu maa banegi n, tab dekhna tujhe voh pal sabse khushnuma lagega"
(I know, but when you become a mother, you will find that moment the happiest.)
