CH 36: HE AND I CAN NEVER BE US

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🎶Baghi ost (Peera ve peera)

                 Mera mann hai dard bhara                  Mujh ko rah-e-ishq dikha                   ho

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                 Mera mann hai dard bhara
                  Mujh ko rah-e-ishq dikha
                   ho..Mein haari taqdeer
                     Bin ranjha mein heer

                    RAGINI MALHOTRA

Last night he opened himself infront of me like a open book. He had never shared anything about his family infront of anyone. Other than me.

While confronting his own emotions he was on the verge of tears but he smiled that was the strongest thing l have ever witnessed.

That did something in my heart. A unbearable ache burned my chest. What is happening to me?

I threw myself on the bed. I couldn't endure the turmoil inside me.

Vansh had seen so much in his life. Now he needs love and care. He deserves a girl who would make him understand the real meaning of love.

My breaths swallowed.

Let alone the mere thought of my Vansh being with someone is unsettling. It felt like dieing. It felt like someone just ripped my heart from my body.

My Vansh? I jolted pulling my hair.

What am I thinking? Why do I feel this way?

I rushed inside the washroom. I opened the shower and stood under it. The water drilling through my skin. I let the water wash my thoughts but nothing happened.

My throat felt so tight.

Ek tarfa hi sahi magar ishq toh hai , usse na sahi magar mujhe toh hai.

(It is true that it is one sided but it is love, it is not love for her but it is true love for me.)

I am in love with Ragini.

My heart was hammering against my chest. He loves me. He do love me. Unwantingly a smile curled in my lips.

I am afraid..maybe she is also falling for you.

I feel on the floor. It can't be true I can't fall for Vansh. I can't.. love him.

Even a blind can say she is falling for you.

My nails dig in my flesh yet the pain was so small infront of the pain in my heart. Jk has gone mad, I can't. I can never fell for him.

The voice was ringing in my ear like a broken cord.

"Stop..Stop. Please." I helded my ear to stop the voice but the universe had no mercy.

I gathered myself and dashed outside the room to stop the voices. Walking aimlessly like a dazed discharged patient.

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