Jimin Protectors

Chapter 8

Jimin"s POV :

i messed up everything , i was trying to make them proud but i ended up disappointing them , and now i can't stop my heart from raising imagining what will Yoongi hyung do to me , from the moment i landed my leg in there place they never hurt me , they cared for me , feed me , looking for my health and needs even when Hopy hyung punished me he didn't hurt me 

but yoonge hyung is pulling me too hard that hurting my wrist , i trust him but the image off my uncle abusing me not leaving my head specially when hyung is treating me like this , i can't think right

Jimin : " hyung please i'm sorry i will never do it again , please forgive me , it's hurt " he is not looking to me and still dragging me to his room

Jin : " hey what's wrong Yoongi why are you pulling Jimin like this leave him " he was about to pull me away from Yoongi hyung but Yoongi Hyung pushed him and pushed me inside the room and locked the door 

Jin : "WHAT THE FUCK YOONGI OPEN THE DOOR , YOU ARE NOT IN THE RIGHT MIND , YOU WILL HURT HIM " 

the panic in Jin's hyung voice scared me more than i already is , but yoongi hyung didn't pay any attention to his screaming and pulled me by my arm to stand up in front of him

Yoongi : " what was you thinking when you skipped your sleeping time to study ?? " his voice is dangerously calm ,  i don't have anything to say i already explained my self to hopy hyung and i know my mistake

Yoongi : " ANSWER ME RIGHT NOW " every cell in my body is shivering , he was never like this to me , my warm kind hyung was long gone

Jimin : " i.. i wa.. was try... trying to make y.. you proud of me " i can't look him in the eyes

Yoongi : " and who told you we are not ?? and how many times i need to tell you you don't have to do anything for us , you can't hurt your self , YOU JUST CAN'T DO THIS "

Jimin : "YOU ARE SOO MEANIE TO ME , YOU ARE TELLING ME TO NOT HURT MY SELF BUT YOU ARE HURTING ME NOW , LOOK WHAT YOU DID TO MY WRIST AND YOU ARE SHOUTING AT ME AND I KNOW I MADE MISTAKE PLUS HOPY HYUNG ALREADY PUNISHED ME , WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO ME , YOU ARE EVIL " 

i don't know how i got my courage to speak my self up specially against Yoongi hyung but i really don't like the meanie side of him , and burst in a loud cry hugging my knees , he was shocked 

he crouch in front of me and tried to touch me

Jimin : " don't touch me you are going to hurt me again , i just doing all of this to make you happy but you are not seeing this , and got angry that you too started to abuse me "

Yoongi : " no no no please i didn't mean too ..  please look at me , i just lost my control , please look at me " i pushed his hand 

Jimin : " no you will hurt me again i want hopy hyung , you are meanie " 

Yoongi's POV :

FUCK FUCK FUCK what did i do , i lost my control , i was doing my best all this month and i didn't for once but the moment i knew what he did to himself i just lost it 

i can't take it that he is hurting himself but the fucker i'm i hurt him , he just trusted me and can touch me , hug me ,but i ruined everything

Yoongi : " no please baby i'm sorry i swear i will not hurt you , look i'm calm now , i'm not mad anymore , please don't be scare off me , i'm your hyung , look you can bite me as a punishment , do what you want but don't be scared of me please " he raised his head with a full tears in his eyes

Jimin : "you hurt me , look  " he raised his hand where i pulled him 

Yoongi : "i'm sorry hyung is bad " and i hold it kissing the bruised area   

Jimin : " and you shouted at me "

Yoongi : "i'm sorry i will not do it again " and i kissed his forehead trying to be near him without making him pushing me 

Jimin : " i don't like the meanie you , i want the kind lovely yoongi hyung " i pulled him to my lap and he didn't resist 

Yoongi : " and here i am , i will try to not be meanie again , okay ?! "

Jimin : " my heart hurt so much when you hurt me , i was afraid you will be like my uncle  " and he started to cry again in my chest

Yoongi : " never ever i will be him , even if i will lose my control , i will never be him , so don't think like this , okay " 

Jimin : "okay hyung " 

Yoongi : " but this is not making you skip what you did , what you did is a huge mistake , and made me loose my trust on you , you are not sleeping alone again "

Jimin : " but hopy hyung will sleep with me for a week to make sure that i sleep will"

Yoongi : " i will talk to him and you are sleeping with me here or i will sleep in your room but not for only a week , but till i trust you again , your brain is keeping a trouble thoughts "

Jimin : " hyung i promise i will not doing it again please don't do this "

Yoongi : " why you don't want me to sleep with you , are you hiding something else ??"

Jimin : " no no , okay do as you like , but don't be meanie again "

Yoongi : "okay ,promise , but you don't hurt your self again okay " 

Jimin : " okay , can i sleep on your hold now , i miss your cuddles "

Yoongi : " sure baby , but let me talk to Jin hyung first he must be worried now , and i will come back fast okay"

Jimin : "fine , don't be late " i kissed his forehead and unlocked the door there was jin hyung sitting in front the door , he stand up quickly pushing me and get in the room

Jin : " hey baby are you okay "

Yoongi : " hey i wouldn't hurt him " 

Jin : " fuck off , you already did , why you pulled him like this , look at his wrist "

Jimin : " hyung it is not hurting , don't shout at yoongi hyung he didn't mean it " 

Jin : " you little brat and i was dead worried about you "

Jimin : " thank you hyung , i love you , and please finish your talk with yoongi hyung because i want to cuddle him " 

Jin : " didn't you just have a fight you two " 

Yoongi : " yes and we need to make up so come out hyung let's talk , i will not be late baby " i kissed him and took Jin hyung out the room

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Jin : " Yoongi i'm not skipping what you did , not because he loves you and forgave you so fast you can do anything to him , he is too fragile to be treated like this , you were too harsh with him"

Yoongi : " i know and i will try to not do it again , i just lost the control "

Jin : "and you can't push me like this i'm older than you , you fucker "

Yoongi : "sorry :)" 

Jin : " you are not even guilty , what ever , don't treat him like this again , even if he forgave you , i will not , don't forget my words "