Jimin Protectors

Chapter 20

Jimin's POV :

Jin hyung went to talk to my hyungs , i was too scared after what Yoongi hyung told me . i can't believe they did this to my uncle , i knew he hurt me , he ruined my life , he took my innocence , he abused me to the extend that i don't know what i deserve anymore in this live .

And when i came here , i started to learn how the family treat each other , how the love felt , how the warm touch can make your heart feel contented , but the moment i knew what they did to him , i doubted all of them , i just can't imagen that doing can be done by good people like them , but after Jin hyung talked to me , i can understand them , but still i'm scared , the image of them doing this can't leave my head .

while i was lost in my thought the door opened and Jin hyung came with a tray full of food

Jin : " baby your breakfast " when he opened the door there was Yoongi hyung standing there looking to me with apologizing look my heart sank in fear i hide behind the bed till he closed the door 

Jin : " come here baby i closed the door no one will come here " i went to him sitting on his lap hugging him

Jin : " do you want me to feed you  ? " 

Jimin : " yes hyung " 

Jin : " okay love open up  haah " he aligned the spoon full of food in front of my mouth  

when i finished my food

Jin : " you know that you need to talk to them right ?? " i looked down playing with my fingers

Jimin : " the image of them hurting him is not leaving my head hyung , i'm scared of them " i can't control my tears , the love i hold in my heart for them and suddenly being this scared of them , is tearing me apart 

Jin : " i know baby , but avoiding them will just make it worse , you need to face your fear , if you want i will be here for you , do you want to talk with them one by one , or all of them together ?? or do you want to talk with Yoongi hyung first ?? " i flinched when he mentioned Yoongi hyung

 Jimin : " NO not Yoongi hyung please " he frowned 

Jin : " Why don't you want him in particular? " my heart pinched hard and i cried loudly 

Jimin : " i .. i love him .. i love him so much .. and .. and when he .. when he said what he did .. he scared me soo much .. i was too scared of him .. he is like .. like a father for me .. so .. so when .. i just .. i just hurt so much .. cause i love him so much " now i'm crying my heart out and Jin hyung hugged me tightly 

Jin :" shhh .. and he loves you soo much baby .. he didn't mean to scare you .. he just didn't like when you talked about your self badly so he just lost his control , please understand him , hmmm " he kept patting and rocking my back till my cry calmed down 

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Yoongi's POV : 

i never regret doing thing as i'm regretting now , i can't believe id did this , what i was fucking thinking  , every second passing while Jimin still not talking to me is killing me inside , i realy don't know what to do .

the look in his eyes , the moment he hides behind the bed from me , how stupid i'm to make him this scared .

Jin went out after Jimin had his breakfast and told us that jimin is okay to talk but not with me ??

he is okay with all of them , but me ??? FUCK 

Yoongi : " WHAT , are you kidding hyung , am i the only one who did this , WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU TELL HIM TO MAKE HIM ACCEPT ALL OF YOU BUT ME  "

Jin : " can you calm down Yoongi , he id just scare , and just need time " 

Yoongi : " what time are you talking about hyung , why just me huh , i know i'm the one who told him but we all did what scared him so WHAT THE FUCK MAKE HIM EXCLUDE JUST ME , DID HE HATE ME THIS MUCH"

Jin : " you stupid , that's cause he loves you this much , you are the safe place he used to lean too , so he was shocked , you are the father figure for him , he can't take that his father can do what you did , so he can't just let it pass "

i was shocked , did i mean this much fore him , i just ruined a huge thing , i'm soo stupid 

i left them in the living room while Jin hyung calling me and all of them

Jin : " NO YOONGI DON'T WHERE ARE YOU GOING "

J-hope : " YOU WILL RUIN IT MORE HYUNG " 

RM : " FUCK DON'T " i just let them and opened Jimin's door and locked it behind me 

he was sitting on the bed when he saw me his eyes widened and he crawled behind the bed 

Yoongi : "please Jimin listen to me " he hugged his kneed and his eyes hold the fears that was there the day i met him

Jimin : " don't hurt me please  " he is backing out of me 

Yoongi : " it's me baby , your hyung , you can be mad , you can shout at me , you can punish me , you can tell me what ever in you head , but i swear to god , i will never hurt you , you lived with me all these days , did i ever hurt you , did i ever act aggressive or as a bad guy you are assuming now  ?? " 

he looked down 

Yoongi : " no baby look at me , i will not come near you , i will just stand here , never scare you , just answer me hmmm "

Jimin : " no"

Yoongi : " look , i ever and i will never hurt you , when i decided to do what we did to your uncle , it was for your sake , for your peace of mind , the nightmares you used to have , i want to make a stop for it , so i thought you need the justice , so i act on my way , i didn't know you will hate it , i know i shouldn't tell you the details , you are just a kid , but i lost the control when you talked badly about your self , you are too precious for me Jimin , please i can't lose you , you are the light of my day , try to understand me , i may look like i'm cold and don't care but i care too much specially for you , please " i can't control my tears by now and i sit resting my back on the door , still can hear my brother calling me to open the door 

i can't remember the last time i cried , but it was a long time ago , but this time , it was Jimin , my precious treasure 

i was looking down when i felt a small hand on my cheek wiping my tears

Jimin : " i don't like to see you crying " i cried more , he is an angel 

Yoongi : " baby ... " 

Jimin : " how .. how can i be scared of the most one who make me feel safe  ??" he asked me while crying , i pulled him in my arm in a tight hug 

Yoongi : " i'm sorry , i'm very very sorry , i shouldn't scare you like this , i'm stupid , my braid don't work right "

Jimin : " hyung .. when i came here in the first day .. you .. you told me .. that .. that i don't need to be strong .. you will protect me .. but look what are you doing to me .. you scared me too much .. you are bad hyung " 

Yoongi : " i failed you big time .. i'm sorry Jimin .. please forgive me .. i'm very sorry " 

Jimin : " no i will be mad at you .. and you need to protect me more and take care of me more .. and  Keep your promises more .. then i will forgive you " 

Yoongi : " you have all the right to do as you want with me , i'm yours , and i will do my best from now on to keep my promises and protect you , but we need to make a deal that we will trust each other and never be scared from each other "

Jimin : " NO you need to be scared of me cause when i'm mad i will be scary " i chuckled

Yoongi : " okay okay but the other way .. Deal ?? "

Jimin : " Deal " and we shacked our pinkies  

Yoongi : " can i have a hug " 

Jimin : " no i'm mad at you , i will go talk to my hyungs leave from the door i need to open it "