Jimin Protectors

Chapter 41

Jin's POV : 

i was driving home ,, my thought keep running .. i can't believe she went through all of this .. and my baby i'm the one who knows the best how he suffered when she left .. how can he take all of this .. he just started to feel at ease when Jimin show up in our lives , he started to smile .. to talk and to feel again.

i really don't know how i will open up this with him 

i parked the car and ran to the main door when i opened it i found Taeyung in the living room hugging the sleeping Kookie in his embrace  , i whispered to not wake him up 

Jin : " where is Yoongi ?? " 

Taehyung : " his room , please help him hyung , The situation is out of control " he whispered back , his eyes hold so much pain and concern, this won't be easy for all of us

Jin : " don't worry TaeTae everything will be okay " i kissed his forehead and headed to Yoongi's room 

i knocked softly on his door but there is no reply so i opened it , The room is destroyed, reflecting the anger and sadness that consumed its owner. Broken furniture and scattered glass cover the floor, showing the intense anger that filled the air. The walls, once adorned with memories of love and laughter, now bear deep scars and scratches, as if carrying the pain of a broken heart. The remnants of cherished belongings are haphazardly strewn about, their value forgotten in the midst of the chaos. The air feels heavy with a mix of sadness and revenge, lingering like a bitter taste. This room, once a sanctuary of comfort and affection, has become a stark symbol of shattered dreams and lost love.

and he is there curling in the corner hugging his knees and resting his head on it , his hand is bleeding , i walked to him crouching in front of him 

Jin : " baby .. " he raised his head looking to me with an eyes void of motions 

Yoongi : " hyung " i hold his face in my palm wiping the already dry tears

Jin : " talk to me baby " 

Yoongi : " about what hyung .. about how pathetic i'm .. i am nothing but a useless bastard who can rape his girlfriend easily  just cause he can .. i'm a worthless guy who was dumbed and didn't deserve a simple explanation to silence his ghosts all this years  .. which part hyung do you want to talk about " every word he spoke tell how much he is broken inside 

Jin : " Yoongi, I understand how much it hurt you, but there might be more to the story. " he pushed me hard making me lose my balance and fell on my butt

Yoongi : " ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME HYUNG !!! THERE SURE MORE TO THIS INCOMPELETE FUCKING STORY .. BUT WHAT IT WILL DO NOW !! HUH .. IT WAS A FUCKING 5 YEARS ..  AND I'M STILL HAUNTED BY THE PAIN OF HER LEAVING. SHE WAS DEAD INSIDE AND ENDED THINGS ABRUPTLY. WHAT WILL DO HER STORY NOW HYUNG .. NOTHING "

i stand up and hugged him but he kept pushing me 

Jin : " i know how much it hurt you baby , i'm here for you .. everything will be okay" he still hitting my back to let him go but i'm not

Yoongi  :" I keep replaying all the memories in my head, wondering what went wrong. I thought we had something special, something that could withstand anything. but i was wrong hyung .. it's only me who loved her .. she broke me"  he is sobbing on my shoulder and stopped skipping my hold

Jin : " i hated her with you baby , i was there trusting her loving her as my little sister .. The way she vanished without a trace, leaving no explanation or closure, raised red flags in my mind. i couldn't shake off the nagging feeling that something was amiss, that there was more to the story than met the eye. i pondered over the possibilities, wondering if there were hidden motives or secrets that led to her abrupt departure. i knew deep down that you deserved answers "

Yoongi : " but i didn't get any hyung .. i lived in the dark all this years " i pulled out of the embrace and hold his face in my palm 

Jin : " and i still believe you need to know the truth  even now .. even if you see that it's too late .. you still care Yoongi .. know the truth even if you will throw her out of your live forever "

Yoongi : " I don't know if I'm ready for that. The wounds are still fresh, Hyung. I've spent so long trying to heal and move on. Opening up that door again feels terrifying. what if the truth was more painful than this darkness "

Jin : " i'm here for you to Lean on .. but i can assure you Even if the truth hurt finding closure is important .. and the truth she is hiding will change every thing " he looked confused and pushed my hand from his face 

Yoongi : " did you talked to her ?? " i looked with an apologizing look

Jin : " yes .. she came to the Cafe after you kicked her out of here " he pushed my chest 

Yoongi : " AND YOU LET HER IN AFTER ALL THIS HYUNG " 

Jin : " calm down baby .. i was surprised and she was in a bad statue so i didn't know what to do " 

Yoongi : " so !! " i know he want to know .. he still love her .. he didn't accept anyone after her leave 

Jin : " I understand that this situation is bringing back painful memories, but her adoptive parents threatened her that he will kill you and Kookie if she didn't break up with you and got married to his partner's son " 

Yoongi : " WHAT !!!!! THAT FUCKER I'M GOING TO KILL HIM .. SO .. SO SHE IS MARRIED .. AND .. AND I'M THE REASON FOR OUR BREAK UP .. I PUSHED HER TO ACCEPT THEM .. I PROMISED HER I WILL PROTECT HER IF HE TRIED TO SEPARAT US .. WHY .. WHY BABY YOU DIDN'T TELL ME WHY " he lost it again and he started to hit his head on the wall

Jin : " hey Yoongi stop .. you got it wrong .. she didn't got married .. stop this you are hurting your self " i wrapped him with my arms to stop him from hitting his head in the wall

Yoongi : " what do you mean she didn't get married .. you said !! "

Jin : " yes i know but the condition was to be virgin so she slept with you that last night to ruin the arranged marriage  .. so her father sent her abroad to study and work " he is crying like a baby now 

Yoongi : "she .. she didn't hate me !! .. she .. but how she is back now .. what she did with her father !! " 

Jin : " he died two days ago so the first thing she did is coming back to you Yoongi " his cry intensified

Yoongi : " i failed her hyung , i couldn't protect her  .. i ruined everything " i hugged him trying to console his pain 

Jin : " no baby you didn't , if you knew the truth you would never let her go .. everything will be okay " 

Yoongi : " how is it hyung .. we lost 5 years .. she went through all this alone , i wasn't there for her "

Jin : " we will fix all this , trust me "