Jimin Protectors

Chapter 106

Jin's POV :

what he is saying , what bring this up now , did he talked to Tae about something ?!

Jin : " Hey hey look at me " i hold his face in my palms trying to make him look in my eyes

Jin : " What brought this up now ?! " he never mentioned this incident since .. okay i can't breakdown my self now , i need to hold my self for him.

he pulled back wiping his tears , he seems like he is holding back to hide something .

Jimin : " Sorry hyung , i didn't mean to worry you , it's just crossed my mind , is Taehyung hyung still angry with me " he is giving me his fake smile that didn't reach his eyes , he is not the one who will master a lie

i hold his chin to look me in the eyes again

Jin : " what is your main rule again ?!" I don't want to force him , but i have no options but be stern with him to get him to talk , he can't hide , i will not let him do what Tae did , we need to fix this now .

he bite his lower lip with nervousness

Jin : " I need an answer Jimin " I tried to make it more sternly to get him to talk

Jimin : " Not keep secrets " he said in a whisper but i catch it

Jin : " Did you tell any of your hyungs or your parents about it ?! " he shook his head breaking the eye contact

i hold his hand in mine assuring him that he can share what is bothering him

Jin : " You know you need to share this Jiminie , nothing we can't fix together "

Jimin : " You will .. you will take her from me , I don't want this , please I .. " What he is talking about , Is Ara hurting him ?? why we will take her away !

Jin : " We will not take any decision that will hurt you , you are not kid anymore , so any decision will apply should be approved by you , it's your life , I just need to know so i can guide you if you need any advice "

he looked me in the eyes to make sure i'm honest with my words

Jimin : " Promise !! you are not taking Ara away " What if she is hurting him ! how can i promise him now ?!

Jin : " If she is not hurting you , I will not " He frowned his eyebrows crossing his arms above his chest

Jimin : " See !! that's what i'm talking about , you will take her away "

Jin : " So she is hurting you !! Jimin .. what is going on ?!" now he is nerves again

Jimin : " No she is not hurting me , the thing is .. I don't know how to explain this hyung , but I'm the problem , I swear she never tend to hurt me , but I .. "

He couldn't explain what he want to say

Jin : " Okay okay calm down , I won't take her away from you , but you need to tell me what is bothering you , and we will work this out togather hmm "

Jimin : " I like when i hold her hand , but .. but my body is really got tense when she touch me farther , I hate it , i don't feel safe around her , i .. when she accidentally put her hand on my back or my knees , any mere touch will make me react aggressively toward her , I pushed her many times without even intend to do it , but i really love her I just .. what's wrong with me hyung ?!! "

He is there already , I know this moment will come , He know it , I thought he is clueless about what he is going through , but he is just clueless about why he is feeling like this

I smiled to him , the first step to heal , you need to know that there is something wrong , so you can fix it .

he was confused with my reaction

Jimin : " Why are you smiling hyung ?! "

Jin : " first good news , no one is taking Ara from you , she is a good girl , I watched her , and she really loves you "

Jimin : " But i'm hurting her hyung , the look in her eyes when i flinch or set afar from her to avoid her touch , she really looks sad , and i couldn't control my body , why my body is not reacting the same with you guys "

I pulled him in a tight hug , he really don't know the deference between us and her

Jin : " Okay , the talk we are going to have now , is not that easy , are you fine now or should we wait for you to be more relax " I will mention the night with that fucker and i don't know how he will react with this

Jimin : " I'm fine I swear but please tell me how to control my body "

Jin : " Okay , we are not the same as Ara , you take us as your brothers and Yoongi already took your father role , IU is your mother , your mind already sank this well , you were flinching when you first came here , but by the time your mind believed that nothing was wrong with our touch , every time we get near you , not a single touch turned to anything farther , your mind rest assure about this fact

but ..

but Ara's touch is something else .. you love her in a way that in some point her touch will turn to something you went through before but with a horrible way , the night that started all this "

he got tensed in the mention of that night

Jimin : " am I .. am I going to feel the same with her " his voice break trying to get what i'm saying

Jin : " No No you got me wrong Jiminie , I just explaining why your body react differently with her , you won't feel anything like what you went through , it's too early for this , but you need to start now to cure this bad feelings "

Jimin : " I'm trying i swear but my body is not cooperating with me " i tapped his cheek smiling to assure him

Jin : " Jiminie , you need a profession help , a doctor who can help you to get away from those feelings "

Jimin : " is there a pill that i can take to stop this feelings ?! " i chuckled on his question , despite how smart he is , he can study hard and pass all his exams with an A but he missed a lot of logical info in the life , that fucker locked him for almost 7 years , he missed a lot

Jin : " No baby , but he has his way to cure your pain "

Jimin : " and i will feel safe around Ara ?? "

Jin : " You will in some point , but it takes time , and it is not easy at all , you will be talking to the doctor in frecuntly sessions , you need to open up to your deepest fears , it is not an easy journey "

Jimin : " I can do this if he will cure my body and i will get away from my fears "

it's good sometimes to be naive , the braveness sometimes comes for who don't know the real danger he is facing , at least he is not running away before give it a try

Jimin : "can .. can we take Tae hyung with us .. he is too still has fear on his eyes .. why he didn't try to go to a doctor to help him too ?! "