Chapter 32

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Rm kneeled in front of Jin holding h8s face in his palms

RM :" hyung look at me , last night you already showed your weakness, and what happen, all of them were there foe you , no one doubt you , or take advantage of the situation, the past will never repeat it self , not while we are here with you , and most importantly not from us to you hyung " Jin's eyes filled with tears 

Jin :" i'm scared, I can't go through this again " RM hugged him tightly 

RM :" you will not hyung , never , I know how hard it was for you , I know how traumatized you were, but you need to believe in us , we are the safe home for you hyung , you just taste it last night , let it go and you will never regret, I promise "

Jin :" I trust you RM " 

RM :" and I know you trust the rest of them you just can't think straight, your past clouded your thoughts, baby steps and we will be free from this awful memories  , okay ? "

Jin :" okay " Jin smiled softly and RM kissed his forehead 

RM :" can you face them now ? " 

Jin :" I am , but don't leave my side " 

RM :" never baby " 

Jin :" do you think Kookie will understand?! " 

RM :" he will as usual " RM hold Jin's hand and make him sit on the bed 

Jin :" hey why , let's go to Kookie now I want to check on him " 

RM :" You are still not fine hyung you need to rest let me and your brothers take care of you , I will call them all here to check on you and I will bring Kookie here to treat his wond " 

Jin :" but .. "

RM :" baby please just wait me here .. everything will be okay .. I'm here just keep trusting me and let your true self act as you need to act no more holding back " Jin noded his head and let RM hand to go call the others 

RM words was running in Jin head 

Jin thoughts << " he is right , I need to trust them , I already trust them I'm just scared, I need to face my past .. l .. " Jin thoughts cut off when the door open and there was Jimin running to him 

Jimin :" hyung , how are you now , did your fever gone , I was soo much worried last night , I don't like when you get sick , please be okay , and why didn't you tell me the truth , don't you know lying is bad , I asked you if you are sick but you said you are not , don't do this again , I won't talk to you " jimin was keep talking while checking Jin's fever with his small hand and keep caressing his  cheek and holding Jin palm in his hand 

Jin felt a wave of warmth filled his heart.

Jin :" i'm sorry that I lied to you , I wouldn't again promise " 

Jimin :" your fever still there hyung " 

Jin :" yes I know this is the time of my pills " 

The door opened and there was J-hope and Taehyung 

Taehyung:" how do you feel now hyung " Jin was about to speak but Jimin was faster

Jimin :" his fever is still there hyung I checked his forehead and it is hot " the 2 brothers was standing on the door don't know how to act now , RM told them to gather in Jin hyung room but they don't know how Jin want them to act with him

They stayed still in there places 

Jin:" you can sit guys I won't bite " Jin joked to lighten the tension in the room and they relaxed and went to him but sit on the edge of the bed waiting the others

Yoongi came to the room silently opening the door and sit on the couch without uttering a word not because he is the lovely bubbly hyung for his little angel he will be for the others , he is still the cold hearted who don't like to speak specially this early morning.

RM finally came with Jungkook who was obviously angry but forced to join by RM.

RM made Jungkook sit on the chair beside Jin's bed to treat his head while Jungkook didn't look to Jin at all 

RM :" guys I'm sorry for gathering you this early in the morning but we really need to talk " 

Yoongi :" I hope it worthy cause I'm gonna kill you if not " Yoongi was closing his eyes and resting his head to the couch back

RM :" It is not my story to till but Jin is ready now to share , so if you guys ready to hear him you can stay , if you not , you can leave " 

All of them looked to Jin curious about what he is going to say even Yoongi opened his eyes waiting for it , but Jimin raised his hand 

Taehyung:" what is it baby ??"

Jimin :" if you are going to make hyung speak so you need to give him his Medifast, his fever is high and he is sick , how he will speak in this condition " all of them chuckled even Jungkook smiled but looked to other way while RM still treating his head 

Taehyung:" we are sorry baby we forgot I will bring it" Jin hold his hand 

Jin :" no please it will make me sleepy  , let me speak first and promise Jimin I will take it after the speak okay " Jimin frowned but agreed anyway 

Jin :" first i'm sorry for waht happen this morning, i'm sorry Kookie for your head" Jungkook cut him off

Jungkook:" do you think I'm angry cause of this scratch??"

Jin :" can you shut up and listen to me" Jungkook looked to the other way and folded his arms

Jin :" I never shared my weaknesses with you guys , my past never left my head , the trust I put in them , all my feelings that I shared, was cruelly used against me , so I just can't let it go with you guys I'm so scared " Jin was a crying mess Jimin couldn't understand what is going on but he hugged him

Jungkook:" so you think we are going to be the same hyung , after all this years , after what we been through together " Jungkook was so hurt with the thought of Jin is not trusting them

RM :" Jungkook please understand his feelings it is not about trust, the goust of his past still chasing him , can't you see " Jungkook looked down 

J-hope:" what about now hyung, you taste a sample of us being there for you when you let your guard down,  is it still hard, did you hate last night ?"

Jin : " I didn't hate it "

Jungkook:" so why you behaved like this today hyung "

Jin :"cause  it's still hard to let it go but ... but " Yoongi stands up and walked to Jin sit beside him holding his hand feeling how his fever keep raising 

Yoongi:" but it will never be easy in the first attempt, take your time hyung , let's struggle together as we always do , let's heal from this too , now you need to practice "

Jin looked to Yoongi with confusion 

Jin :" practice what?? " Yoongi smiled 

Yoongi:" practice letting your guard down, you are burning and I guess you are going faint anytime soon so lay down and we will bring the medicine now, enough talking " Jin looked to Jungkook 

Jin:" but I need the warm chest from the last night to hold me" Jungkook smiled his bunny smile and went to lay beside Jin while Yoongi went to bring the medicine 

Jin :" are you still mad Kookie "

Jungkook:" as long as you are letting me taking care of you, I will never be mad " and he kissed Jin's forehead 

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