JJs POV
It's Tuesday now... Maras first visit with her aunt is tomorrow and we are flying to Seattle today.
A visit I can handle but i don't know what I'm going to do when Mara has to stay with Amy this weekend and we won't be able to see her.
Carina and Maya had agreed to drop Mara off for visits and overnights stays since we aren't able too. We. Can pick her up just not drop her off...
We also need to talk to Mara soon anyway about the nightmares she has been having, ever since she talked to Jack that day she wakes up in the middle of the night crying and will only go to Emily. She is still scared Emily is going to die and we haven't had the time to have that conversation so we plan on doing that as soon as we land in Seattle
Mara is currently in the living room while Me and Emily just finished packing our suitcase and I started on Maras. Wanting to make sure I had everything
"Momma no" Mara cries and walks into the room
"What's wrong?" I ask, very confused with this situation
"I no go" she says and comes over to her suitcase and I pick her up
"Mara... me and Emmy are coming too... we are staying in Seattle for a little bit" I explain
"With you?" She ask and I smile
"With us" I say, And she nods and lays her head on my shoulder, realizing it's almost an hour later than it usually is when she naps
"Are you tired?" I ask
"No!" She frowns and wiggles so I would put her down
"Where Emmy?" She ask with her arms crossed
"She's is our room" I say, very amused at the way she was acting
Once Mara left to Find Emily I zipped up her suitcase and brought it out to the living room and sat it with ours
"Not sleepy!" I heard Mara whine. I chuckled to myself and walked back the hall to my room and Mara sat on the floor with her arms crossed
"Mara, why don't you come up here and take a nap" Emily says, patting the bed next to her
"No Emmy you take nap" she says defiantly
"Okay, I'll take a nap with momma" she smirks and motions for me to get into bed with her, I smiled and quickly did as she said
"Night night Mara" Emily calls and smiles and kisses my head
"I love you" she whispers and I kiss her lips
"I love you" say and lay my head on her chest
A few moments later we felt the blanket being pulled as Mara was trying to climb on the bed, but with her being tired she was quickly becoming frustrated that she couldn't do it
"Help" she says and I roll over to help her on the bed and she crawls right in between Emily and I
"What are you doing? She's my wife" Emily says, now clearly just picking on Mara
"My momma!" Mara fights and holds onto me
"Mine" Emily says and puts her hand on my arm and Mara was quick to remove it
"My momma!" She says again and hides her face into me chest and I give Emily a look so she would stop picking on my baby and she smirks and goes back to her phone
"Shhh go to sleep ladybug" I say and rub her back
"My momma" she cries
"I know, I know, I'm yours" I say and kiss her head and she soon fell asleep
"You are a child" I say to Emily
"Oh come on, you knew this when you married me" she smiles
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The three of us just arrived at our hotel in Seattle, we went ahead and unpacked a few things since we would be staying here for the next month
"I think we should take Mara swimming while we're here, the hotel has an indoor pool" Emily says and I nod
"I think that's a good idea, maybe tomorrow if she isn't too tired from Amy's" I tell her and she nods and gives me a kiss
"Mara you hungry?" I ask
"No thanks momma" she yells back and continues playing with her toys
"Why don't we talk now and get it out of the way then we can order food and walk to pick it up?" Emily suggest and I nod
"Yea, okay" I smile
"Mara... come here my girl" I say and she walks over to me
"Momma I play" she says
"I know... but me and Emmy want to talk to you" I explain and lift her on my lap and she leans back into me and plays with the ring on my finger
"We want to talk about your bad dreams" I say softly and she stops playing with my wedding ring and looks up at me
"Emmy die?" She whispers
"Yea... that one" I say softly, unfortunately that's the only thing we get out of her, is that Emily dies, nothing before or after
"Why does that happen?" I ask and she shakes her head and tries to get off my lap
"Not this time ladybug" I say and turn her around so she was facing me, each of her legs on either side and I brought her head down to my chest and she instantly calmed down
"Emmy my mommy then hers gone" she explains and starts to get worked up, tears in her eyes while she cries into my chest and Emily gets up from the bed and takes Mara from me and sits back down
"Momma" Mara cries and reaches for me but I knew Emily had it under control and had something planned, or at least I hoped
"It's okay, breath Mara. I got you. Emmys got you" she says and holds Mara close to her while rubbing small circles on her back and waits for her to calm down before speaking again
"Mara baby can you look at me" Emily ask and Mara picks her head off her chest to look at her
"Do you want me to be your mommy?" Emily ask and Mara nods but placed her head back against Emily's chest
"But.. but I no want you to die" Mara says
"Mara, look at me baby" she says and mara looks back up at her
"I'm not dying... I'm not leaving. Me being your mommy does not mean I'm doing to die... okay? I'll always be here for you" she explains and kisses Maras head while Mara nods against her,
"Are you all better now?" She ask, now that Mara had stopped crying and Mara nods once again
"You want to go on a walk?" She ask and Mara picks her head up quickly and smiles
"Is that a yea?" Emily chuckles
"Go now?" Mara ask and slides off of Emily
"Go get your shoes ladybug" I smile and get up from my seat to sit next to Emily
"You think that went okay?" She ask me worriedly
"I think it went very well" I smile and kiss her
"Ready" mara says coming back out with her shoes in her hand
Once we got our shoes on Emily ordered food and we walked down the streets of Seattle, Mara in between the both of us while holding our hand
I could definitely get used to this
Till next time ❤️
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