Suzue Reed

Chapter 89

"She still wanted him. Her obsession once again heightened. She's really sick in the head, is she?"

Chapter 89: Her mind

Suzue stared blankly on the walls.

She might have been injured when she was fatty but ethan already healed her after killing henry.

She stares at the card that has a number 2 and two spade marks on it.
The card appeared after the body of henry rotten completely beyond recognition.

She took a deep breath and rubs her nape and recalled the useless fight she did yesterday.

She was useless and she knows she's mentally messy right now and she doesn't want anyone to see her that way.

She could even feel her power weakening because of her mental state.

Pursing her lips she stood up and pick up her sword, properly putting it on her side and went to walk outside the inn.

Ethan was still exhausted on using his power and was currently resting. Him drinking half of the blood of the man made him feel sick on his stomach so he went to rest.

Lilith and noah were reading a book on the lobby she didn't want to disturb them so she just silently left the inn.

Rose on the other hand went to look for clues regarding her family, completely forgetting the death of her long time suitor.

What a heartless woman.

Suzue walk quietly on the road she stared at the stores and houses that were constructed carefully and were attach to one another.

They differ in sizes and color causing the area to feel a bit lively and full of life. Townsfolk of nero were walking towards their target destination. Chatting and smiling as if the news of henry's death is just a normal occurrence.

Humans are really scary, thought suzue and walk towards the direction of the seashore.

She wanted to train again, training gives her peace. When she's training she could feel her mind calming down and her state of being relaxes.

Stopping in the far away corner she unsheathe her sword and stared at the blades.

Suzue's blade hadn't been painted with blood many times. It was still clean unlike the soldiers.

She isn't that keen on killing after all life is precious. Stealing it from someone by killing them would be cruel.

It might not be obvious but suzue hesitate to kill. She lives battling, her system quivers whenever the thought of fighting occurs. That's how violent seeking she is. But it never occurs to her to kill without hesitation.

The first time she killed was horrifying, it made her feel sick but it didn't stop her from moving forward. She isn't a psychopath who thinks that everyone is a stepping stone for her use to succeed.

She's calculative and that's that.

Sighing she held the handle with both of her hands and swings it on the air. She could feel the pressure of the wind and the power of the gravity when she swings. And she's liking it and once again she does the same action, she swings her blade a sound of wind moving with her action echoed on her area.

She did the action again and again. Her mind were full of thought. The insecurity and inferiority were starting to slip away from her mind. Her dominance were starting to show.

But it wasn't enough. She wanted more.

She she once again swung her blade. Harder than usual. She wasn't angry, she's desperate.

Desperate to find something. Something that even she doesn't know.

In her previous life. She was robot. Following her objectives that the creator made for her.

Acing those tests, working to live, and silently accepted all the admiring gazes from others while following the one who created her

She doesn't have her own. All her clothes were pass down from hadley. She rarely bought her own because money is hard to save.

A robot that is perfect for everything physical related. Smart and useful. But her emotions were a mess.

Her parents weren't there to teach her some beliefs. So she made one... Protect those close to her and be useful to avoid burdening them.

Never thought that belief would make her a robot.

She spent all her day swinging her sword. Her forehead was covered with sweat and her arms were starting to numb, her legs were tired at standing, her shoulders were aching, she's out of breath.

But she still didn't stop. Her hopeless figure was still lingering on her mind.

Suzue realizes something that day. She's physically strong, mentally she isn't.

"Ezu" her sword halting midair when someone called her from behind.

She lowered her arms and finally felt the intense exhaustion on her body. Panting she closes her eyes and didn't face the owner of the voice that she wanted to memorize but couldn't.

"Ezu" once again the cold voice called her. But this time it's in front of her. Opening her eyes she met a pair of grayish silver eyes.

'where is your husband ezu'

She remembered noah's words. And felt like someone smashes her heart thousand times.

"Ezu"

"Who are you? I don't know you" she darkly said and turned around ready to leave when she felt him halted her steps by grasping her wrist.

"I'm sorry" she snorted and tried to pry his hands away from her.

"Let go" she didn't dare to stare at his eyes.
She's afraid that once she stared at them she would remember everything.

Those everything that he tried to erase.

"I'm sorry"
Shutting her eyes. She stared at him and saw the helpless look he's showing.

His eyes that were always filled with coldness wasn't there. They were gentle and full of guilt.

Pursing her lips she shove his hands away when he once again uttered an apology.

"Why are you apologizing you, i don't know you"

With those last words she finally walk away ignoring him calling for her.

She never once, not even a thought of wanting something. Yes she wanted to Be awake all the time.

But monopolizing something, and calling it her own never once occured to her. Until she met him.

And she regretted it.

And she hate it that she doesn't want to forget it.

She still wanted him. Her obsession once again heightened. She's really sick in the head, is she?